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so things have been good. doing lots of school work. LOTS! yet i feel like i havnt done any. does that make sense? i dont know. things have been okay. i lost my best friend. tim is to busy to have a boyfriend and best friend. so i get kicked to the crib. i miss him everyday. everyday. its hard. i no longer get messages ever morning from him, saying he loves me,he was thinking about me, that hes proud of me. i no longer get endless conversations. no longer get anything really. its lonly w. out him. its hard. my life is not the same with out him. its a lot less brighter. i lost him but i gained quinn. thank god for him. and our fun endless nights. i hung out with keith tonight. it was okay. we havent seen each other in soo long yet alone talked. i dont feel good about it. i feel used. i dont know why i do it. i do it to myself. i let him do it to me. hes a good guy tho. i dont know. i am so tierd. and not feeling to good. hopfully tomorrow will be fun with ivana and kristina. i miss my sisters. alright well i think i am going to go to bed.