jealousy should be stoned
Hey LJ,
So, I just got a myspace page. I've been spending a lot of time on it searching people. Man, and to think I'm against the whole trend of teenagers being addicted to the web.
Work was work today but at least I got to see Adam. He seemed happy to see me, that made me feel better. I'm still a little vulnerable though. I mean, with the whole stephanie re-emergence into my life and my best friend getting a new set of friends everything has left me mixed up. I'm possesive of my friends, my really close ones, and that's why I'm having such a hard time with the adam not paying me attention situation. We're all aloud to go a weekend ignoring our friends especially if its for them to spend time with their main squeeze. I just freaked out. I do that a lot. I'm sorry guys, the Amberness sucks sometimes. Its better that I admit whats going on than hide it so thats why I'm writing all of this.
So, I just got a myspace page. I've been spending a lot of time on it searching people. Man, and to think I'm against the whole trend of teenagers being addicted to the web.
Work was work today but at least I got to see Adam. He seemed happy to see me, that made me feel better. I'm still a little vulnerable though. I mean, with the whole stephanie re-emergence into my life and my best friend getting a new set of friends everything has left me mixed up. I'm possesive of my friends, my really close ones, and that's why I'm having such a hard time with the adam not paying me attention situation. We're all aloud to go a weekend ignoring our friends especially if its for them to spend time with their main squeeze. I just freaked out. I do that a lot. I'm sorry guys, the Amberness sucks sometimes. Its better that I admit whats going on than hide it so thats why I'm writing all of this.