craziness

May 24, 2007 23:03

Ok.. so its been simply months since I posted anything... since the last post... I've had five jobs at one time with no time off for over four months.. then I quit two of the jobs and now only have the two jobs I like =) I've also since broken up with Paul... back in January. I skidded to a halt on my decision to move to the coast... and am now gonna be going to university here in the 'loops. We sold the house in december and I lived with my cousin Sherie and them till just this month.. i've moved into a cute basement suite and am currently getting settled (just moved not even two weeks ago!)

So... thats the update.... craziness huh? I'm still finding the break up with Paul difficult... we decided to be friends... parted ways.. barely talked... I started dating a bit here and there.. felt weird... then we start talking again.. and he's been kinda dating a bit too.. and when he said.. he'd been spending time with his friend Julie... I realized how jealous I can be =) It was like the burning claw marks of jealousy raked across my heart. It seared me and as I was blinking back the scalding tears... I realized... I still love the damn jerk ass =) Eh.. its not like I cant go on without him.. thats not it.. guess its just how it goes... you have feelings for someone till you have feelings for someone else.. and even then you could have feelings for that other person anyways... love is fucked up. Anyways... I cant wait to start school... only a few more months... work is going well... cant wait to travel this summer though =) life shall be good.. forshizzle
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