two more days!
I cant wait to go down to the coast.. get my application in for school.. go for some
kick ass seafood... spend time with my lil aunty... it shall be good!
I've been on an emotional rollercoaster of late... and its.. well its ok today.. dunno.. some days are worse then others.. Last night I hit full panic... we got an offer on the place.. it sent me thru the emotional roof and I was ready to jump off the nearest tall thing.. which would have been a bridge... but... my cousin benty came over.. him and angie... and they got me stupid and made me laugh.. then they left so I could go to bed.. it helped... I giggled my way to bed... fell asleep in a good drug induced way.. and away we go.. today is another day!
We had a major delay this morning.. 125 min due to weather in prince george. Was superman and I.. and our pilots were Lockhart and Joshiepooh. Josh is so cute.. he's 24.. looks 12.. is married with two lil kids.. he's just so cute.. I just love picking on him =) could pinch his cheeks!! *giggles* omg.. I'm such a dork.. but seriously.. he's just so cute!!!! And I love how he adores his wife and kids and always talks about them =) its so cute.. he's so sweet! I bet his wife and kids are cute too... I'm such a sap... anyways..
I cant wait... school... sell this place.. move.. life begins... new beginnings... it shall be good... even without Paul if he breaks up with me... although lately.. he's himself again.. so no clue.. I'm to scared to ask him if he's getting tired of me.. maybe its just my own insecurities.. and he really isnt pulling away like I think... eh.. we'll see... I'm worthy though damn it... I know that now.. I believe it too! I deserve to be loved for who I am... and I wont settle for less... so either way.. its ok =) I'm ok! And.. not only that.. damn it.. I'm fucking fabulous!
So on that note.. gonna go eat and putz before going back to work... I'm out!
kick ass seafood... spend time with my lil aunty... it shall be good!
I've been on an emotional rollercoaster of late... and its.. well its ok today.. dunno.. some days are worse then others.. Last night I hit full panic... we got an offer on the place.. it sent me thru the emotional roof and I was ready to jump off the nearest tall thing.. which would have been a bridge... but... my cousin benty came over.. him and angie... and they got me stupid and made me laugh.. then they left so I could go to bed.. it helped... I giggled my way to bed... fell asleep in a good drug induced way.. and away we go.. today is another day!
We had a major delay this morning.. 125 min due to weather in prince george. Was superman and I.. and our pilots were Lockhart and Joshiepooh. Josh is so cute.. he's 24.. looks 12.. is married with two lil kids.. he's just so cute.. I just love picking on him =) could pinch his cheeks!! *giggles* omg.. I'm such a dork.. but seriously.. he's just so cute!!!! And I love how he adores his wife and kids and always talks about them =) its so cute.. he's so sweet! I bet his wife and kids are cute too... I'm such a sap... anyways..
I cant wait... school... sell this place.. move.. life begins... new beginnings... it shall be good... even without Paul if he breaks up with me... although lately.. he's himself again.. so no clue.. I'm to scared to ask him if he's getting tired of me.. maybe its just my own insecurities.. and he really isnt pulling away like I think... eh.. we'll see... I'm worthy though damn it... I know that now.. I believe it too! I deserve to be loved for who I am... and I wont settle for less... so either way.. its ok =) I'm ok! And.. not only that.. damn it.. I'm fucking fabulous!
So on that note.. gonna go eat and putz before going back to work... I'm out!