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I'm tired... sitting here watching what about brian. it's pretty good. i want to write a shit ton. i want to just let out all my innermost thoughts and feelings- my hopes, fears, and dreams. i feel okay right now. life is okay. it's not fantastic and it can always get better, but hey, it can't get worse now can it? i shouldnt say that. anything is possible. i'm excited to go to work tomorrow. ryan and tom always stop in so it'll be good to see them. i tend to go days without seeing them now. i retreat and spend time alone, writing away, watching movies and just being with myself.
i cherish the time i spend with myself.
i want to see the new lindsay lohan movie. i like her even though she's an alchie. i've been to AA. i understand. i really want to see it. there hasnt been a good girlie movie out since... i can't even remember. it will be great. it comes out on friday. the guys all want to go see MI/ X-men 3... boo. lindsay lohan dammit! she can't sing, but i love her movies. mean girls makes my life.
devin colby is a fat fugly whore...
where's hannah?
i'm just babbling to keep myself company. I'd like to read my book but i dont want to fall asleep, and my eyes are kind of dry.
i want honey comb cereal.
i want chinese. broccoli-beef and orange chicken are my comfort food. nothing makes me feel better than chinese food after a long day. nothing.
i wish i had chinese right now.
i'm tired and i think i might try to sleep without my xanax tonight... there's really only one circumstance under which i have been able to sleep without xanax since i've been put on it, but that would be an overshare of sorts....
i wish all the answers were right here in front of me.
i wish i had just some of the answers.
i wish i could forget the past...
i wish i could undo... what he did...
i cherish the time i spend with myself.
i want to see the new lindsay lohan movie. i like her even though she's an alchie. i've been to AA. i understand. i really want to see it. there hasnt been a good girlie movie out since... i can't even remember. it will be great. it comes out on friday. the guys all want to go see MI/ X-men 3... boo. lindsay lohan dammit! she can't sing, but i love her movies. mean girls makes my life.
devin colby is a fat fugly whore...
where's hannah?
i'm just babbling to keep myself company. I'd like to read my book but i dont want to fall asleep, and my eyes are kind of dry.
i want honey comb cereal.
i want chinese. broccoli-beef and orange chicken are my comfort food. nothing makes me feel better than chinese food after a long day. nothing.
i wish i had chinese right now.
i'm tired and i think i might try to sleep without my xanax tonight... there's really only one circumstance under which i have been able to sleep without xanax since i've been put on it, but that would be an overshare of sorts....
i wish all the answers were right here in front of me.
i wish i had just some of the answers.
i wish i could forget the past...
i wish i could undo... what he did...