EMPTYNESS
............................................................................................................................. BLank is what i am right now. worthless is what i feel
lonely is what i am inside when noone else can see
I cover it up with smiles and alcohol
I can't run away anymore
He doesn't want you
you're not good enough
you're not skinny enough
noone is real anymore and everyone is fake and when they say they like you or say they're your friend they are lying to you!!
i miss my real friends
is anyone a real friend, someone who is true to another person
........... doubt it!!!!!
once you trust someone they let u down
noone is real but my mom and dad
noone is ever happy all the time i don't know how i had everyone fooled though!!!
i still miss john..... i don't know how to get him out of my head
He'll never go away; i never want him to go away
i wish pain on noone, i also wish that of death too,........ i guess i can't hide though
Maybe tomorrow will be better, maybe it will be worse. i just want to go away again and start over, new people, new identity............ go where noone knows me............ go to a new state and pretend like i never lived this certain way. Start all fresh try to be truly happy.. I don't know if i believe in true happiness
people break their promises..................... people lie..................... people are FAKE.................. i don't know who to trust, or who to believe!!!
lonely is what i am inside when noone else can see
I cover it up with smiles and alcohol
I can't run away anymore
He doesn't want you
you're not good enough
you're not skinny enough
noone is real anymore and everyone is fake and when they say they like you or say they're your friend they are lying to you!!
i miss my real friends
is anyone a real friend, someone who is true to another person
........... doubt it!!!!!
once you trust someone they let u down
noone is real but my mom and dad
noone is ever happy all the time i don't know how i had everyone fooled though!!!
i still miss john..... i don't know how to get him out of my head
He'll never go away; i never want him to go away
i wish pain on noone, i also wish that of death too,........ i guess i can't hide though
Maybe tomorrow will be better, maybe it will be worse. i just want to go away again and start over, new people, new identity............ go where noone knows me............ go to a new state and pretend like i never lived this certain way. Start all fresh try to be truly happy.. I don't know if i believe in true happiness
people break their promises..................... people lie..................... people are FAKE.................. i don't know who to trust, or who to believe!!!