the loss of a good friend
I ask myself today how precious life really is?
You never know when your last day will be,
you never know when someone you love will loose their life........ or take their own!
I will never forget that feeling that came over me when i heard about John.
why.....
Why???????
I have so many questions that will forever be unanswered!!
My heart hurts inside today and everyday that comes because i know that i will never see his face, i will never feel his embrace, and i will never again kiss those lips.
If there is a meaning behind everything then what is the meaning of this?????
Was he hurting that bad inside that he needed to use drugs to cure him? That he needed to use a gun to end his life!!!
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Noone really knows how lucky we are, how important friends and family are, how important talking to someone if you have a problem, or being there for someone when they need you.
John needed someone........... I wish that he would have picked me instead of the drug.......... i wish that he knew that it wasn't going to solve anything, that the problems were still going to be there the next day..........
I wish i could have done something
I wish i could have said the magic words to make him stop
I wish i knew earlier of his pain and problems
I wish he never would have done what he did.......... I would not be hurting this bad inside!!!!!
PLEASE:::: THIS IS AN IMPORTANT MESSAGE! IF YOU KNOW THAT SOMEONE HAS A PROBLEM WITH DRUGS OR ALCOHOL OR PERSONAL ISSUES, PLEASE PLEASE BE THE ONE THAT SITS DOWN WITH THAT PERSON AND TRIES TO HELP THEM. TRY TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW THAT YOU LOVE THEM AND THAT YOU CARE..... BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU WON'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO TELL THEM AGAIN. TOMORROW ISN'T PROMISED, SO DON'T RELY ON TOMORROW TO FIX OR SAY SOMETHING THAT COULD BE DONE TODAY!!!
I hope that this will have affected someone somewhere that reads this and if you want to e-mail it to someone you can. If it can stop one more suicide then the world will be a better place
R.I.P JOHN YANCY~ YOUR MEMORY WILL REMAIN LOCKED IN MY HEART UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!!!!
You never know when your last day will be,
you never know when someone you love will loose their life........ or take their own!
I will never forget that feeling that came over me when i heard about John.
why.....
Why???????
I have so many questions that will forever be unanswered!!
My heart hurts inside today and everyday that comes because i know that i will never see his face, i will never feel his embrace, and i will never again kiss those lips.
If there is a meaning behind everything then what is the meaning of this?????
Was he hurting that bad inside that he needed to use drugs to cure him? That he needed to use a gun to end his life!!!
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Noone really knows how lucky we are, how important friends and family are, how important talking to someone if you have a problem, or being there for someone when they need you.
John needed someone........... I wish that he would have picked me instead of the drug.......... i wish that he knew that it wasn't going to solve anything, that the problems were still going to be there the next day..........
I wish i could have done something
I wish i could have said the magic words to make him stop
I wish i knew earlier of his pain and problems
I wish he never would have done what he did.......... I would not be hurting this bad inside!!!!!
PLEASE:::: THIS IS AN IMPORTANT MESSAGE! IF YOU KNOW THAT SOMEONE HAS A PROBLEM WITH DRUGS OR ALCOHOL OR PERSONAL ISSUES, PLEASE PLEASE BE THE ONE THAT SITS DOWN WITH THAT PERSON AND TRIES TO HELP THEM. TRY TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW THAT YOU LOVE THEM AND THAT YOU CARE..... BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU WON'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO TELL THEM AGAIN. TOMORROW ISN'T PROMISED, SO DON'T RELY ON TOMORROW TO FIX OR SAY SOMETHING THAT COULD BE DONE TODAY!!!
I hope that this will have affected someone somewhere that reads this and if you want to e-mail it to someone you can. If it can stop one more suicide then the world will be a better place
R.I.P JOHN YANCY~ YOUR MEMORY WILL REMAIN LOCKED IN MY HEART UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!!!!