exhaustion
I'm just tired. I'm tired of my unconscious, subconscious, and any other ill-meaning conscious taxing my reserves and misplacing my emotional stability. I'm tired of tossing and turning at night, plagued by noise. External and internal. I'm tired of waking up early and being exhausted. I'm tired of going to bed early because I have no will to do anything else. I'm tired of being listless, unenthused, and unmotivated. I'm tired of waiting.