dreams
Sometimes I have the most amazing dreams. Like last night, it was the dream of my perfect life. I was at the same point in time where i'm at; however, things were a little twisted. I was enrolled for grad school instead of trying to find a job. I had just started to go out with Shiau, which was wonderful. But then I woke up confused, asking where was I. I don't believe in alternate realities but that made me wonder. Could things have been that way? Surely it was what i wish for and I wanted to stay asleep and continue to be there but it vanished. I feel so very impotent. I have to do something about this but right now all i can do is live on and expand myself.