eh....?
Everything seems so different right now. Something changed, my world has changed, my role has changed. Everything is the same, nothing is out of place yet it all feels so different. Maybe is just that my perception is messed up because I'm sick but maybe something did change. Is weird, I just remembered something from when I was about 7 years old. One day I woke up fully naked, it was weird because I always sleep fully clothed. I asked my mom why was I naked and she told me that I had stipped down myself, that I had gotten up and started screaming and cursing everybody and that then I took my clothes off and went to bed. I really don't remember anything of that and I don't think it has ever happened again, although sometimes I do wake up with my shirt off. But I think that's just normal, I mean, a shirt can fall off me somehow when i'm moving around on my sleep, right? I don't even know why that memory seems scary now, is like I can almost remember but there's something blocking it. And I don't even know if I'm making up the images that come up to my head when I think of that night. I'm just a little scared now. Maybe I'm just thinking too much having a messed up perception because I'm sick. Maybe I'll be back to normal tomorrow.