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mmmmnnn, I'm 21 and still I feel like a kid. The world of adults still looks so disgusting, I just can't picture myself as part of it. right now, the world I've been living on all this time is starting to crumble. I see no point in me being a part of anything, this is just a waste of time, I'm just role playing here. I'm not getting anything, I'm not achieving anything. I just can't call general human lives as living. I just don't see a point in it. to have fun? to create as many good memories as you can? that's pathetic talk. That comes from somebody that can't stand to the thought that everything he/she believes in is absolutely nothing but worthless crap, so people just look for anything to distract themselves from their own internal conflicts, making up excuses is easy but is worthless. This world is crap, deal with it. But it might not be so bad, if there weren't many conflicts it would be way easier to lose one's self to the scenary.