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man, I feel like I'm swimming in a pile of crap. everything seems so worthless. To my eyes, people waste their lives, and even degrade when passing through them. I know i have degraded, I wanted to check what was it that I was going to leave behind, or maybe i'm just justifying my fault, either case it doesn't change my position and I need to bring myself up. I don't want to waste my life on worthless matters, this doesn't mean that I don't want to have fun, that is what is keeping me sane after all, what it means is that I don't want to be absorbed into the physical scene. Is hard for me to explain the details of what is my vision of success in life, but i can tell that is something almost impossible; still, I will do as much as I can to try achieve it. let me just say that if i ever dedicate my life to get more and more belongings, then i have failed. That is what i mean with being absorbed, and of course thare's a lot of more implications with that statement but i'll leave those open for interpretation at the moment.
on a side note, there's something weird with my eyes. every time i stare at something, that i have labeled a current, flowing downwards. is hard to explain, but it kind of makes me question my perception of the world. but since i've been doing that for a while now, maybe i'm just taking it as a reinforcement.
Jap news! I want to read that amanogawa story, hehe.
on a side note, there's something weird with my eyes. every time i stare at something, that i have labeled a current, flowing downwards. is hard to explain, but it kind of makes me question my perception of the world. but since i've been doing that for a while now, maybe i'm just taking it as a reinforcement.
Jap news! I want to read that amanogawa story, hehe.