Nov 17, 2007 15:15
so i fought with myself all day. should i go should i not go. a girl i work with told me she was coming to see me dance and i was frustrated with what happened the night before at the bar.
i wen there last night to see the place and check out the bathroom and the bartender was saying something about an anniverary party. then i asked is someone was getting paid and thats when they got shitty with me. they made a comment about "i thought belly dancers were 400 pounds" and some drunk lady grabbed my arm and said well maybe you shouldnt dance. i was like what the hell. i didnt feel comfortable. by the time i left i was pissed and was not going to go.
so i went. and i now know i will NEVER do that shit again. the dj was plowed and messed up the names. then we get started on the second routine and he starts the music over! i was like fuck go with it. all i heard were cat calls and "shake that ass" and some drunk ass hole trying to dance WITH us. the mean stare changed his mind. not everyone got to do a solo at the end of the tribal because they stopped the music and turned the game back on.
is was a first performance for one for the girls and if i had it my way it would have not been. it was unsafe and i felt trashy. they passed a hat and we all got 8 bucks for all that crap. everything was unorganized. we were not together and i kept wondering why are we doing this. these people dont give a shit about what we are doing. we are only half naked meat to these people. i will not do that shit again.
the girl that put it on said she wants to talk to me. im sure she is gonna tell me that i was out of line to ask questions and even go there. im sure her alcoholic husbands bar buddies said everything bad about why i went there. i dont even care.