Wasting away in Margaritaville...searching for my lost shaker of salt...
"Don't you know
Nobody drinks alone
Every demon, every ghost
From your past
And every memory you've held back
Follows you home
Nobody drinks alone"
When you got no other choice....*sighs*
It's nice to have some alone time, but not so much when you feel lonely.
I'm going to London (Ontario, don't freak out) tomorrow to hang out with Kelsey. That will be awesome.
Tonite, though, I'm alone. Having myself a drink, contrary to what I should be doing (avoiding alcohol). Feeling a little bitter, and a little angry...but that's nothing new.
You ever try to do something that you think will ease your mind, but it ends up making everything worse? (I'd like to thank Jenny for advising me against what I turned around and did anyway...I lasted a few days. See what boredom does?!)
It really does suck to live so far from all your best friends, to have friends in the area but have completely opposite schedules. That, and no car. I have no car. I hate that. Because the bus system here is shee-ite. I can think of at least 5 people I could be hanging out with...but we all don't have transportation. (Those of you -with- transportation, where the hell are you?!)
I know I'm bigger and better, but I'm still home on a Friday night. How much does that blow?
*sighs*
Oh amaretto...how do I love thee? Let me count the ways....
I should be rich. I could do anything I wanted.
Or at least ignorant. 'Cause then I wouldn't give a fuck.
Nobody drinks alone
Every demon, every ghost
From your past
And every memory you've held back
Follows you home
Nobody drinks alone"
When you got no other choice....*sighs*
It's nice to have some alone time, but not so much when you feel lonely.
I'm going to London (Ontario, don't freak out) tomorrow to hang out with Kelsey. That will be awesome.
Tonite, though, I'm alone. Having myself a drink, contrary to what I should be doing (avoiding alcohol). Feeling a little bitter, and a little angry...but that's nothing new.
You ever try to do something that you think will ease your mind, but it ends up making everything worse? (I'd like to thank Jenny for advising me against what I turned around and did anyway...I lasted a few days. See what boredom does?!)
It really does suck to live so far from all your best friends, to have friends in the area but have completely opposite schedules. That, and no car. I have no car. I hate that. Because the bus system here is shee-ite. I can think of at least 5 people I could be hanging out with...but we all don't have transportation. (Those of you -with- transportation, where the hell are you?!)
I know I'm bigger and better, but I'm still home on a Friday night. How much does that blow?
*sighs*
Oh amaretto...how do I love thee? Let me count the ways....
I should be rich. I could do anything I wanted.
Or at least ignorant. 'Cause then I wouldn't give a fuck.