(no subject)
I spent 10:30am-1pm at the Pelham Urgent Care Clinic.
This pain won't stop.
They did a bunch of tests. I have to arrange more.
I'm scared.
So many things can be wrong.
(Don't worry I'm not dying. I'm exagerating)
I posted last night and fear it may be mistaken. I write a lot...when I'm down, when I'm ill. Last night I was both. And sometimes, when I write, parts of it become directed at certain people. This isn't intentional. But sometimes my feelings are a direct result of someone else's actions, and so that comes out in my writing. Now, this isn't a way of using my LJ to confront people. When I have something to say, I say it. For those of you out there that feel -you- need to talk to me, feel free. Door = always open.
Don't tell me you'll always me there for me when you won't. That goes out to everyone.
This pain won't stop.
They did a bunch of tests. I have to arrange more.
I'm scared.
So many things can be wrong.
(Don't worry I'm not dying. I'm exagerating)
I posted last night and fear it may be mistaken. I write a lot...when I'm down, when I'm ill. Last night I was both. And sometimes, when I write, parts of it become directed at certain people. This isn't intentional. But sometimes my feelings are a direct result of someone else's actions, and so that comes out in my writing. Now, this isn't a way of using my LJ to confront people. When I have something to say, I say it. For those of you out there that feel -you- need to talk to me, feel free. Door = always open.
Don't tell me you'll always me there for me when you won't. That goes out to everyone.