I have been noticing

[amandorky]

That with the amount of energy I am putting into being fresh, completely "on," and ready to take on and learn whatever this new gig is throwing at me, there seems to be an equal and opposite ability to put myself out there for socializing. I check facebook on my lunch break, because I can access it from my phone; outside of that, I don't care about it. I am thinking about deleting it. I wonder if this reaction will boomerang back or not; if I will get tired of spending my personal time in my home bubble with J and the pets or if my natural inclination towards being an introvert is just going to get stronger.

And then I realize I don't even care.