"I can't take my eyes off of you....."
I don't know why but I have been very introspective lately. Just when I think I know how I feel about everything in my life... something knocks me off the horse and makes me realize that I indeed... know nothing.
I am coming to terms with just how over powering I am and how bossy I can be. I'm sure you can ask Garrison. Things were semi-rocky for a few days with us living together. I know a lot had to do with my stress level.... I'm working on decreasing that.
My life is funny in that when I think I am being the least dramatic I am really being a GIANT drama queen. This has to be my least favorite personality trait. I am truly trying to get over all of that remaining "high school" shit.
My friends are awesome people by the way. I haven't taken time to say that lately and with all of my changes lately they deserve some praise... prepare for mush...
Garrison: You get to be first because you are my roommate now and therefore you have to put up with me the most. When I come home moody from work, when I'm tired and ban company from coming over, when I get mad because you are a dirt ball ;); you put up with me. You are amazing for putting up with that but I am glad that you decided to try this cool journey with me. You're a great friend.
Tia: We have been spending more time together and I love it. You are so cool about stuff. You keep me in check so much more than I realize. You calm me out and know what to do to decrease my stress. I am glad you are here a lot and I am having an awesome summer because of you. Thanks again for all of your help during the move. I wouldn't have been moved in if it weren't for you.
Matthew: Only you know how much shit you really do for me. I know we all give you a hard time about being the "dad" but I am really not sure what I would do if your "dadly" back up wasn't there. I always knew it was there but it is comforting to exercise the "I'll do anything for you" priviledges. Thanks for being such a great 'me' and honestly.... it is good to see you so happy. I like her too ;)
Aaron: Thanks for all the night of entertainment. You were there the day that my mom left with Nicole and really helped me get through the day I didn't think would end.
Nicole: You probably won't read this but I'll say it anyway.... You have become my sister... I won't say like a sister because you really are my sister now. I know my life would be tremendously different if we weren't friends. To Boonies and beyond!! HA!!
Ryan: My friend always... I know we have been going through a lot. It will all settle one day. You know what the future holds and you know you always have a place in my life.
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On days when the world seems to close in around me it's my friends that make it open back up again. Thank you all very much. Everyday I strive to be a better person and I appreciate the support I get from all of you.
Love you all~ Manda
I am coming to terms with just how over powering I am and how bossy I can be. I'm sure you can ask Garrison. Things were semi-rocky for a few days with us living together. I know a lot had to do with my stress level.... I'm working on decreasing that.
My life is funny in that when I think I am being the least dramatic I am really being a GIANT drama queen. This has to be my least favorite personality trait. I am truly trying to get over all of that remaining "high school" shit.
My friends are awesome people by the way. I haven't taken time to say that lately and with all of my changes lately they deserve some praise... prepare for mush...
Garrison: You get to be first because you are my roommate now and therefore you have to put up with me the most. When I come home moody from work, when I'm tired and ban company from coming over, when I get mad because you are a dirt ball ;); you put up with me. You are amazing for putting up with that but I am glad that you decided to try this cool journey with me. You're a great friend.
Tia: We have been spending more time together and I love it. You are so cool about stuff. You keep me in check so much more than I realize. You calm me out and know what to do to decrease my stress. I am glad you are here a lot and I am having an awesome summer because of you. Thanks again for all of your help during the move. I wouldn't have been moved in if it weren't for you.
Matthew: Only you know how much shit you really do for me. I know we all give you a hard time about being the "dad" but I am really not sure what I would do if your "dadly" back up wasn't there. I always knew it was there but it is comforting to exercise the "I'll do anything for you" priviledges. Thanks for being such a great 'me' and honestly.... it is good to see you so happy. I like her too ;)
Aaron: Thanks for all the night of entertainment. You were there the day that my mom left with Nicole and really helped me get through the day I didn't think would end.
Nicole: You probably won't read this but I'll say it anyway.... You have become my sister... I won't say like a sister because you really are my sister now. I know my life would be tremendously different if we weren't friends. To Boonies and beyond!! HA!!
Ryan: My friend always... I know we have been going through a lot. It will all settle one day. You know what the future holds and you know you always have a place in my life.
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On days when the world seems to close in around me it's my friends that make it open back up again. Thank you all very much. Everyday I strive to be a better person and I appreciate the support I get from all of you.
Love you all~ Manda