::sigh::
well, as it turns out, mike and i are not doing anything tonight. this does not put me in a good mood. nor does it look good on the front of amanda and mike's relationship. he was like "well lets go see a matinee on saturday" and i'm just thinking "wow, he does not get it at all" and i really just wanted to hang up on him. in fact, i should have. it would have made me feel a little better maybe, just to have that satisfaction. well,if you'll excuse me, i need to go have a good cry.