can i bash my head in with a rock please?
god i have a headache. story of my life though, i think i've had at least a small head ache every day of my life for as long as i can remember. they usually go away after about an hour, but this one i've had since 3 this afternoon. i've been putting off doing my self portrait paint brush for design, it was supposed to be due this morning but hurricane isable put everyone in such a panic they cancelled class. we didn't really even get that much of it, but that gives me 2 more days to sit around and look at the damn thing. i'll probably wind up actually working on the thing tomorrow during the day. i'm going to dc on sunday to the national gallery and then the corchoran, so that doesn't really give me much time to do it then. i'm kinda bummed tonight cuz i called mike and i asked if he wanted to do something, but noooooo, he wants to sit home and cuddle with his new cable modem. bastard. i'm not really offended so much, but it's just idiotic. hmmm, go out with your quasi-girlfriend or sit home and download stuff? what will he choose? sitting and downloading counterstrike, thats what he will choose. i wouldn't even be home right now if the dark room at school was open. we have a project for photo due on wednesday and i'm not trying to be freaking out tuesday night about it. my first roll for this project turned out all streaky, i have a few i can use and that's about it.i took a second roll yesterday morning before the stupid hurricane came ashore. so lets hope they're ok. if not i'll have to go back out monday afternoon and go straight back to the darkroom and develop and enlarge. fun stuff, i tell you. when i come back from dc on sunday i'll probably just go to the darkroom and at least develop that roll. i would go tomorrow but the dark rooms not open. blah. on to juicier subject matter, since betsys the only one who ever reads this, you know how mike and i had that fight the tuesday before last and i freaked out? well, we're fine again, i think i freaked out b/c i needed an area where i COULD scream and yell and cry b/c i certainly can't scream and yell and cry at the art dept of shepherd. i was just really stressed out and i was on my period and i needed some way to vent, so poor mike took it. i apologized for acting the way i did last saturday night and he accepted and we're chill. i do however want to kick him in the ass for staying home to be with his cable modem.just the other day was bitching b/c apparently, no one ever calls him, yadda yadda yadda. so i called and nope, he wants to be with his cable modem. i told him i hope they're very happy together. and he had to tell me they are.well i'm going to go lull around in the bathtub, maybe it'll make my shoulders and neck feel better.