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UGGGGGHHHH. so tonight was the last ever dismemberment plan show and NO ONE could go with me. so i got to sit home and watch the usual suspects with my dad. which was very fun considering how intricate that movie is and how much i had to explain to him.but anyway, it's been forever since i've written in here, i've just been so busy. i started school 2 weeks ago and i have 4 art classes and i've already had 3 projects for design and 2 for photo. i have photo under control but design is going to kill me i think. sculptings fun though, we're doing head studies and mine actually looks human, suprisingly.and my professors chill which is greatly appreciated compared to my 4 separate design professors and them all standing around telling you you suck.as for my love life, i don't even know. of course mike and i aren't really friends but i think we're making progress somewhere. he actually showed up for my birthday party this year and he's going out to dinner with my parents and i tomorrow night on my actual birthday. this should be interesting.he's been very good lately, i kind of want to take his temperature. but hey, if he stays like this, great. see, we're fine when he's not being a deuschbag, when he's being himself and not being paranoid about the future of our relationship or about how he thinks i'm trying to castrate him and keep him from every other female on earth we're peachy keen. but when he starts thinking about all of that we're doomed. he doesn't really even need me to freak out, just the idea of a steady, committed relationship and boom. mike worries me. oddly, i've been saying that for years and i'm still seeing him.there's just something about him i guess.even now that brittany's been hanging out with us more she's like "yeah, i really like mike, i think he's fun." the kids got charm. i'm done for. :/.