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[amandabear0625]

This week was so different, I was smiling, happy. Yet once again, this weekend is the same. Maybe I shouldn't expect things to change so fast but they chaged so much last week. Maybe I'm being an optomist. I guess I need to stop hoping for something that will obviously never happen

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[___onmysleeve]

heh, so you just summed up my current situation and exactly how I feel. It's probably something totally different for you, but it's crazy how every word relates to what is happening to me.

[amandabear0625]

But at least you get to leave. I'm stuck for another year. Give me a call...maybe we can go get some starbucks and talk or something....

[___onmysleeve]

Ahh, that would be amazing. Cause I miss you and I love you. But yeah, I guess I do luck out cause I am leaving. But I think that might just make it all the harder, because a part of me wants to stay here just on the hope that something in my situation will change. =\

[amandabear0625]

I def feel like that. As much as I would like to say that given the opprotunity, I'd leave in a heart beat, I'm not sure if I would and I hate it because I feel like I have no right to complain if I don;t even have the balls to leave. But then I realzie that leaving would be running away which would mean I don't have balls in the first place! And then it goes in circles from there lol

[___onmysleeve]

haha, yeah. I totally know what you mean. It sucks, cause we're caught every way we go.