Whoopeee no more one act play!
On the way to speech at Lorenz Marathon, Sadie Garrison and I practiced about 5 times on our ensemble. Garry still didn't know his lines, so we decided that we were going to improvise the parts we didn't know and yeah so we did......and the judge loved us! I don't know how, but he thought we were pretty much amazing, which is confusing because the thing is quite repetitive and boring, but who cares I still get to go to state.
The one act play, on the other hand, went TERRIBLE. I messed up my lines A LOT, plus a lot more people, and it just wasn't put together well. we got two 2's and a 1, and why the one judge gave us a 1 I'll never know! But we really don't care because we knew it sucked anyway, so that's one stressful thing out of the way. There is a centimeter of disappointment, but i'm glad it's all over.
I heard a funny story, well not really funny, but Amber just had to tell me this. The cousin of Katelyn's that I despise (Everyone should know who this is but anyway) was with her "boyfriend" from UNI, and Amber must live close near his dorm, but anyway. Somehow Amber saw her coming out of his room with "sex hair" and I'm just like eww what a ho but hooker story the end.
I'm not feelin' so hot tonight because i didn't eat supper at the correct time, and now my stomach is just weird. I had to drive home in terrible road weather, and i get soo terrified when I have to drive in that crap! I'm so stiff and scared and I wish I didn't have to drive at all sometimes. When the weather is fine I'm fine, but when it's not I'm definitely NOT. I never want to get into another accident again, so yeah I drive home at 35 mph, and about 20 big trucks pass me and i think that they're going to slide into me, and yeah at that point I just want to die. I hate big trucks. I think that they should have their own private road so there aren't any when i drive home in crappy weather. I hate the winter....
I was a big tough senior today, and I was very proud of myself. Little sophomore snob whose sister I absolutely hate wouldn't move this morning when i needed to sit by sadie and garry, so I layed down the law, yelled and told her I NEED TO PRACTICE, MOVE!, and she did and I heard she bitched about it the rest of the way there, but guess what? I DON'T CARE! I'm a senior, she's a soph, enough said! I'm not even a very nice person anymore. I think almost all the freshmen know that I hate them and that they are annoying, and I'm just mean to everyone. I can't stand people in my class, and i really don't hide it anymore. Even though I let people know how I feel now, sometimes I feel bad about things I say that I shouldn't, because I have developed a big mouth. I'm still quiet sometimes, but people don't say I'm quiet anymore, which makes me happy because I felt so outcasted when they used to say that. I'm just glad that I can express my feelings to others, and a lot of them understand where I'm coming from.
My life isn't peaches n' cream though, let me assure you that. I was so depressed this week I cried last night and my mom did my homework for my college class for me and I was so happy! It's not everyday my mom does stuff like that, but for one of the days it's an online class and she told me she would do that for me anytime, and I'm just like I LOVE U MOMMY! Yesterday was just rough, and I've been physically tired for too long now. I'm going to sleep in until really late tomorrow, and yeah I think I'll feel better after that. I get so sick of waking up to an alarm clock, and driving to my class at 7:30, and making copies and crap, because it just gets boring. Mccall didn't even have me a part of the DVD yearbook, which i'm kind of glad because no one is going to buy them because they need 100 and they only have 26 so HAHAHA! Maybe if Sara wouldn't have made it a "look at my popular friends DVD" more people would have had an interest in it. But for now I figure the less I do the more I am relaxed and happy about my life.
4 more months of this place and I'm finally gone. I don't really like to think about the whole moving away from home yet, because that'll just make me teary-eyed and I don't feel like crying right now. I'm just excited to be away from that school, those stupid people, and starting a new life for myself. Not necessarily new, but better. I hate the people in that school. There's only about 20 people in that whole school that i enjoy talking to. And people have gotten worse i think. Racism is getting bad believe-it-or-not, but I don't like it when people, especially in my class, are racist against black people. I don't know where racism started in school, but it's gotten really horrible and I hate it. Everything in school has changed so much since i was a freshman that it's insane, and some things need to go back to the way they were.
I realize that I wrote a lot, and if you read it all I'm sorry because I'm in a typing mood, but yeah i apologize for being boring and making you fall asleep. The End.
The one act play, on the other hand, went TERRIBLE. I messed up my lines A LOT, plus a lot more people, and it just wasn't put together well. we got two 2's and a 1, and why the one judge gave us a 1 I'll never know! But we really don't care because we knew it sucked anyway, so that's one stressful thing out of the way. There is a centimeter of disappointment, but i'm glad it's all over.
I heard a funny story, well not really funny, but Amber just had to tell me this. The cousin of Katelyn's that I despise (Everyone should know who this is but anyway) was with her "boyfriend" from UNI, and Amber must live close near his dorm, but anyway. Somehow Amber saw her coming out of his room with "sex hair" and I'm just like eww what a ho but hooker story the end.
I'm not feelin' so hot tonight because i didn't eat supper at the correct time, and now my stomach is just weird. I had to drive home in terrible road weather, and i get soo terrified when I have to drive in that crap! I'm so stiff and scared and I wish I didn't have to drive at all sometimes. When the weather is fine I'm fine, but when it's not I'm definitely NOT. I never want to get into another accident again, so yeah I drive home at 35 mph, and about 20 big trucks pass me and i think that they're going to slide into me, and yeah at that point I just want to die. I hate big trucks. I think that they should have their own private road so there aren't any when i drive home in crappy weather. I hate the winter....
I was a big tough senior today, and I was very proud of myself. Little sophomore snob whose sister I absolutely hate wouldn't move this morning when i needed to sit by sadie and garry, so I layed down the law, yelled and told her I NEED TO PRACTICE, MOVE!, and she did and I heard she bitched about it the rest of the way there, but guess what? I DON'T CARE! I'm a senior, she's a soph, enough said! I'm not even a very nice person anymore. I think almost all the freshmen know that I hate them and that they are annoying, and I'm just mean to everyone. I can't stand people in my class, and i really don't hide it anymore. Even though I let people know how I feel now, sometimes I feel bad about things I say that I shouldn't, because I have developed a big mouth. I'm still quiet sometimes, but people don't say I'm quiet anymore, which makes me happy because I felt so outcasted when they used to say that. I'm just glad that I can express my feelings to others, and a lot of them understand where I'm coming from.
My life isn't peaches n' cream though, let me assure you that. I was so depressed this week I cried last night and my mom did my homework for my college class for me and I was so happy! It's not everyday my mom does stuff like that, but for one of the days it's an online class and she told me she would do that for me anytime, and I'm just like I LOVE U MOMMY! Yesterday was just rough, and I've been physically tired for too long now. I'm going to sleep in until really late tomorrow, and yeah I think I'll feel better after that. I get so sick of waking up to an alarm clock, and driving to my class at 7:30, and making copies and crap, because it just gets boring. Mccall didn't even have me a part of the DVD yearbook, which i'm kind of glad because no one is going to buy them because they need 100 and they only have 26 so HAHAHA! Maybe if Sara wouldn't have made it a "look at my popular friends DVD" more people would have had an interest in it. But for now I figure the less I do the more I am relaxed and happy about my life.
4 more months of this place and I'm finally gone. I don't really like to think about the whole moving away from home yet, because that'll just make me teary-eyed and I don't feel like crying right now. I'm just excited to be away from that school, those stupid people, and starting a new life for myself. Not necessarily new, but better. I hate the people in that school. There's only about 20 people in that whole school that i enjoy talking to. And people have gotten worse i think. Racism is getting bad believe-it-or-not, but I don't like it when people, especially in my class, are racist against black people. I don't know where racism started in school, but it's gotten really horrible and I hate it. Everything in school has changed so much since i was a freshman that it's insane, and some things need to go back to the way they were.
I realize that I wrote a lot, and if you read it all I'm sorry because I'm in a typing mood, but yeah i apologize for being boring and making you fall asleep. The End.