Speech is really going to suck hardcore tomorrow!

Jan 20, 2006 15:10

Basically large group speech makes me very depressed, and my ensemble isn't ready either. WEIRD! Speech is stupid! WEIRD! The people in the one act play are all agreeing that we really don't care if we do bad tomorrow, because we didn't practice enough and we change our blocking everytime we DO practice. And ONCE AGAIN i am an OLD LADY! My life is just in a friggin rut right now and i just want it all to go away. I have to waste my 7th and 8th open campus staying in school waiting for SPEECH PRACTICE, whereas i could be at home doing my comp 2 online assignment, which i read the wrong book so now i have to read these long stories now!, and life just sucks. I have been complaining all week, mccall has made me the "in-charge" person of EVERYTHING, and it's just too much for my head right now. I can't do everything for everybody! I'm a normal person, well not normal, but a person who has other things to accomplish before i sleep, and i don't get enough sleep and now i'm CRANKY! I will forever be cranky until the dreaded speech is over!

I've also discovered during my agonizing religion class that i hate almost all the stupid girls in that class! I have my corner with my friends, and the rest of the class are the stupid people who don't know how to shut up. I can't stand it, and i almost started crying today because of stress. I should be getting a headache anytime now! I wonder if i can type all the things wrong in my life for 15 minutes? Nah, i don't want to bore anyone to tears.

I am in dire need of clothes also. I've been living in pajamas and sweatpants for a long time, and it's time for some actual clothes that i can wear in public. And shoes. Definitely need those. But I have to work both days next weekend so GREAT! NO SHOPPING FOR ME! BLAH!

I don't want to go talk to ms mccall about my notecards because then she'll just make me do something else for the damn one act, AND I"M TIRED OF IT. I have nothing else to do though and i need those notecards. Hmmm decisions are hard lately, but wait, I think i'll just stay here and type because it's stress-relieving.

Almost all of my paragraphs have started with I, so i thought i would change it a bit. I can't wait to get my guitar. I should go call them right now. Yes i think i will. The End.
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