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amand_r

victory is an elusive whore

May 23, 2010 23:30

The thing is, given any current time you are bound to feel certain ways, and even though you feel that way now, you won't feel that way forever. So when I say all of these things, I already know that I might feel differently later. I'm always surprised at the number of people who feel the need to tell you that you won't feel a certain way forever ( Read more... )

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kel_reiley May 24 2010, 04:52:53 UTC

i find myself often feeling many of the things you describe here, but mostly THIS: I find it interesting that the default for posts like these, where a person states how they feel/what they think about X is actually perceived as an invite to debate. It's my journal. I'm stating how I feel. I'm not opening the floor to anything. If I were, I would be asking, "What do you think?"

also, the fact that you find yourself feeling ~whatever~ b/c everyone around you is better/faster/stronger/smarter/perfect... well i don't know what to do with that, b/c you're one of those ppl to me

and maybe you don't want to know this, maybe it makes you feel worse, but i almost didn't even write this comment b/c... well, what difference would i make?

amand_r May 24 2010, 05:02:35 UTC

also, the fact that you find yourself feeling ~whatever~ b/c everyone around you is better/faster/stronger/smarter/perfect... well i don't know what to do with that, b/c you're one of those ppl to me

I KNOW! IN THE FACT THAT YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE TO ME. And like..it's bizarre, isn't it?

No, it doesn't make me feel worse, really. It makes me feel bad for you because I suck so hard, dude. You are way more temperate. People still like you after the..you know, the thing.

kel_reiley May 24 2010, 06:42:03 UTC

i can never tell how ppl perceive me - in "real life" as well as online, i never know ( ... )

alba17 May 24 2010, 14:13:11 UTC

i don't know if ppl like me, i never know if ppl just seem to tolerate me, if they are just "being nice" but secretly wish i would go away

Me too! That's why I sometimes delete my LJ entries shortly after I post them. Or wonder later if I should have. btw, you don't seem bitchy and opinionated to me. Well, occasionally opinionated, but not bitchy. I haven't the faintest idea how I seem online. I'm certainly a lot more verbose than in RL, where I tend to hold back and be reserved.

amand_r May 24 2010, 14:24:33 UTC

I never want kel to go away! I think of her as fandom's voice of reason. and occasionally fandom's voice of O_o/

kel_reiley May 24 2010, 21:36:24 UTC

i really don't want to be "fandom's" voice of anything... unless i can be queen and make everyone BOW TO MY WILL!!!

~ahem~ i mean... what?

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