2 seconds away from putting on the last five years...

[amand]

i'm sorry for these depressing entries... i don't know what has gotten into me... it feels like everywhere i turn there is just more bad news. it's getting old. no one is in a good mood lately. i guess it's just that point in the semester... i hate it because i don't want any time here wasted. i cannot stand for it... but the mood is not leaving...

i hate not being able to fix everything.