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I am so on edge tonight. But at least I know why.
Anxiety has set in about moving, about being my own person away from people I've known for so long.
But I am also excited to actually BE MY OWN PERSON. Gosh, it will be so awesome not being paired with Amber all the damn time. I mean, Amber I love you, but seriously... I am sick and fucking tired of people texting me up a storm when I do not show up with you at AFK. Or being called Amber all the time, and the fake twin thing is fun to a point.
I have my own personality, likes and dislikes. My opinions and attitude towards the world are vastly different from Amber. This move will give me the chance to distance myself from my best friend in a good way for my personal development and sanity.
Some of my insecurities that have developed, I think, are rooted in this lacking definition of character. I AM ASHLEE, HEAR ME ROAR.
I know who I am, it is time for me to shine in all the areas that are unique to me. The time has come and I am really ready for this. :D
In other news:
October 8th marks my consultation for the spider tattoo going on my foot. WOOT!!
AND!! A parent picking up their kids commented on how thin I am looking!!!! Said I lost weight and I totally did. She MADE MY FLIPPIN' DAY/WEEK/MONTH!!!! <3 <3
Anxiety has set in about moving, about being my own person away from people I've known for so long.
But I am also excited to actually BE MY OWN PERSON. Gosh, it will be so awesome not being paired with Amber all the damn time. I mean, Amber I love you, but seriously... I am sick and fucking tired of people texting me up a storm when I do not show up with you at AFK. Or being called Amber all the time, and the fake twin thing is fun to a point.
I have my own personality, likes and dislikes. My opinions and attitude towards the world are vastly different from Amber. This move will give me the chance to distance myself from my best friend in a good way for my personal development and sanity.
Some of my insecurities that have developed, I think, are rooted in this lacking definition of character. I AM ASHLEE, HEAR ME ROAR.
I know who I am, it is time for me to shine in all the areas that are unique to me. The time has come and I am really ready for this. :D
In other news:
October 8th marks my consultation for the spider tattoo going on my foot. WOOT!!
AND!! A parent picking up their kids commented on how thin I am looking!!!! Said I lost weight and I totally did. She MADE MY FLIPPIN' DAY/WEEK/MONTH!!!! <3 <3