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I'm fasting until the next time I see him. Big words haha... i can still remember countless nights when I felt so empowered that I'm deluded into thinking I can fast forever only to binge the next day. Well, I feel so empty without him that... I really should lack the will to eat.
On another note, I dind't feel that close to him this past weekend, I dont' know what it was. When I'm eating lots I feel so happy and aboslutely positive, but when I'm fasting or eating less I'm hostile. =_= That may be why I was feeling less loving, but in any case... it was such a personality change. 0_0
On another note, I dind't feel that close to him this past weekend, I dont' know what it was. When I'm eating lots I feel so happy and aboslutely positive, but when I'm fasting or eating less I'm hostile. =_= That may be why I was feeling less loving, but in any case... it was such a personality change. 0_0