Jul 04, 2005 00:02
Not quite sure what I am gonna update today. Spent the whole day with Jim today-we went for a walk through the cemetary by his house and looked at the old tombstones. I love to do that. I imagine what kind of life those people had. I then cooked him supper at my place. Then a short time ago, dropped him off at home. I miss him already. Sad realization today: I am way over my head with this one. If this one doesn't work out, I will definately be stuck with a broken heart. He kept asking me today what I was thinking and I can't bring myself to tell him how I am seriously thinking. I met his other set of grandparents yesterday, they are so incredibly sweet. I really like all his family. They are all so warm...Tomorrow, I am taking Jim to meet Riann and her family. I think it'll go well. Although, I really think I need to tell him what is in my head or he might think I am blowing him off. ahhh...Melanie is "in love"....