floating on air
Just got home from a dance with the most wonderful man in the world right now....Now, let me update LOL...Pat and I are a no longer. I met a fantastic man who I see everything in. His name is Jim. He is in school to be a firefighter, got back from scuba diving in Florida today, and is building his stepmom and dads house. I am crazy about this one. Not a minute goes by that I don't think about him. It's kinda scary but exciting at the same time. I don't ever remember feeling like this before. His touch makes me want him to touch me forever, his eyes looking at mine makes me want to stare into his forever. Yes, I think I am seriously falling for this one. I am trying to take it one day at a time and take it slow but I can't help myself. Slowness just doesn't work here. I want to be with him always. He just got back from a week in Florida. I missed him every second of every day. I put in 32 hours of overtime this week just to keep my mind busy. Yes, after tomorrow, I will have worked 72 hours this week. Am I crazy? yes, I know I am...this one could possibly be a heartbreaker. I can't stop myself though. ahhh...okay enough about Jim. I gotta be at work at 1100 tomorrow. I need to get some sleep. I just need to wind down a tinsy bit before I go to bed. My divorce will be final July 7th. Less than 2 weeks away. I am happy it'll finally be final. Tina took the day off to be with me and I hope I will get to spend some time with Jim...Okay, I am gonna go to bed dreaming of the way this man touches me and looks at me.....swwwwwwweeeeeeeeeet dreams....