Apr 30, 2013 07:27
April 30 ,2013
Dear You,
I'm finally here! Two weeks have gone by so fast. And I cannot really swallow the fact that it's been more than 2 weeks since I'm away.
Remember when I told you that I'll be commemorating my last 30 days in the Philippines? Well, it's done and I posted it on Facebook. I just want to thank you because it wouldn't be complete if it wasn't for you. I actually miss every bit of it.
April felt so long isn't it? At least for me anyway. The first half of the month was the most amazing part! We finally graduated! And we did a lot of awesome things together. I missed hanging out. I mean, it didn't matter if we were just in the office, or at a house, or at school, or the beach (but I do admit, it was the most amazing place), it matters that I spent it with you.
You know, my cousin and my bro pities me a lot because I never got to go different amazing places, or taste the best food, or even just the thought that I didn't get to experience new stuff. Looking at it, we go and hang out to our usual places. And it is true that we didn't get to taste whatever from restos or even do whatever life has to offer. What we usually do is just sit and talk. But I realized something, I don't really care if we don't spend much on anything for something new and exciting. The thing is, I'm happy to spend and even waste my time with you! XD New places and new thing are just crap that we can do any time! The important part of it all is that I was with you when we were watching the fireworks, gazing the stars, lying down on the grass, swimming on the dirty beach water, crying in the park, playing in the office, talking and laughing in the classroom, eating whatever at your place, watching animated movies or even cheesy rom-coms, worked our butts off for whatever, amazed by cosplayers, doing nothing, singing over the phone,shopping for a freakin' dress, marching on the red carpet for graduation, writing a song, taking pictures in the bathroom mirror, witnessing a wedding, or even saying goodbye...
The last part was the hardest... Actually, telling you that I was leaving was hardest part. I know that you can handle it, but knowing that those moments were the last time was hard for me. I don't have a life here... I have a life there, with you! And it sucks leaving every bit of it... Leaving you.
I'm telling you, now. I wish I was there. I don't like that you are here with me in this place. I just like it when both of us are there...
I'm not really doing anything here right now... Hopefully, something will come up. And I am hoping that it is a good one. And I'm happy that you're doing great. I'm sure you are :D
Well, I'm really looking forward to seeing you again! :D Thank you once again! God bless!
Love,
Alyssa, Sayuri, Aly, Sayu, Alys, Sempai, Ma'am Alyssa, Ms. Caayao, Ate Alyssa
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