The following events are a little before Holy Week (March 30 - April 1), during Holy Week (April 2 - April 8), and after Holy Week (today, April 9)
Part 2, here we go!
2. A little before Holy Week (March 29 - April 1)
2.1 March 29 was the day 1 of Tagcom 6.
Since PNU-NAMI is the baby of Hobbiworx (in a way). Nami-jins became volunteer marshals for the last two days only. And I'm quite happy it went like that! I mean, March 29, the day we arrived from Bicol, it's a good thing that I had rest day. Another good thing I came back to Manila early was to do this.
2.2 Anyway, March 30 was day 2 of Tagcom. I'm really excited to see Nami-jins again. I'm not sure who were coming at that time, but when I knew who they were it was pretty awesome!
Another reason why I'm quite excited (but not too excited) to go to Tagcom this year was because I got to see Sempai-Saichi! I really think that I did have a "sempai-complex" at that time when I was here kouhai. But, you know, it was stupid and really crazy. We didn't hug nor had a decent conversation. We just saw each other, period. It was nice seeing her, don't get me wrong. :D
Anyway, Day 2 wasn't much. We didn't do much but we really had an awesome time though! And I really find it amazing I didn't spent a cent! Even with the transportation! Thank you access pass in LRT!!!
2.3 March 31 was Day 3 of Tagcom 6. Now this was the busiest. Sempai Misaki, Oka-san (Nene-sempai) and we barely left the stage for the auction and also clearing the front part of the stage... Anyway, I even got quite testy.
But still, it was an awesome day! I got my Hogwarts pins, had an awesome time with Nami-jins and even missed the environment of a cosplay/anime convention. Thank you Hobbiworx! :D
finally got it! can you something wrong! LOL! XD
Tagcom 6 in Robinsons Ermita
3. Holy Week (April 1-April 8)
Last Satuday before Holy Week (March 30), my parents and I went to mass. And the priest was going on about the true meaning of Holy Week and the sacrifices that Jesus made for us. The priest said, "... puro na lang kayo computer noh?..." and my mom faced me and said, "... ikaw, puro na lang computer..." So what I did is looked at my mom and said, "Sige mommy, i-sa-sacrifice ko ang paggamit ko kay Hugo o kaya ang computer ngayong Holy Week!" But she didn't say anything ... But I really thought about doing it...
So March 30, I used Hugo until 12 midnight. And on Palm Sunday (April 1), I started my sacrifice.
3.1 I think it was Holy Tuesday (April 3), my brother Adam, wanted to use Hugo so that he and his girlfriend, Sally, could watch a movie. They even invited me, but I just refused. I let them use Hugo though and just typed the password for them to use.
3.2 April 4 (Holy Wednesday), I was really doing good with not using the computer and stuff... But I snapped. I actually did something wrong. It wasn't using the laptop, it was something different...And please respect my decision, I don't want to talk about what I did. But I do know that I did something really wrong...
There was me, doing something so stupid on Holy Wednesday, in the middle of Holy Week and Jesus was about to die and I'm stupid enough to make a sin... Argh! What in the world was I doing!? Seriously, whenever I do that stupid thing, I'll be on this guilt trip thing... I really hated it when I do it... But I have to calm down... I did say I was sorry...
3.3 April 5 (Maundy Thursday), my mom's going back to Bicol again. Her brother came back from the States, so she wanted to go and see him and "catch up." Anyway, this particular uncle of mine is very different... actually it's not just him... Let's just say that I need a new entry in LJ to discuss about that.
Anyway, I missed my mom while she's away. Actually right now, she's beside me playing Sudoku.
Getting back on Maundy Thursday, my dad, Adam and I went to church for Way of the Cross and the Rosary... I was leading the Rosary and we were already in the end part... and I went to hypoglycemia-mode... I was starting to feel dizzy, started to sweat cold and my knees were about to fail... And before I went to the peak of hypoglycemia I remembered the last time we're doing the rosary at the same occasion. I can't remember what year it was but i was attacked by hypoglycemia when we were doing the rosary too in the chapel... And thank goodness Adam takes care of me. As he always advised, I eat candy and felt better... but when the candy's gone, I felt the attack of the hypo!!!! *sigh!*
I really want to wonder why... hypoglycemia happens to me... Adam thinks I might be diabetic just like my dad... hmm... but the i just wonder why it happens to me twice while praying the rosary... I have no idea if it's something spiritual but I doubt it... hmmm...
3.4 April 6 (Good Friday), we went to mass today... but we were really late... hmm... I felt quite weak on the way but I tried my best to suck it up! LOL!~
3.5 April 7 (Black Saturday), no activity today. My dad said that we should've went to church or something but he said it was okay not to go...
3.6 April 8 (Easter Sunday). Happy Easter!!! I'm just really glad for this day because Jesus has risen again! Hooray! Went to mass at 5 am in the morning... And it looks like we were late again... Sad... I know... But still, this day was awesomesause!!!!
Seriously, I missed Hugo too! I was using him at around 11 in the morning and stopped to take a bath 6pm! Hahahaha! I downloaded songs, eBooks, managed to upload pics, wrote an entry in LJ and I'm really thinking I should do Yoga... and downloaded videos of that!
I learned that day that as of April 4 (my brother, Luke's birthday). I was an aunt! My cousin had a baby that day, and the picture of Baby Jazz was all over my wall (ok, in this case, Timeline). And seeing him was sooooo cool! :D
I also miss my mom! The reason why I missed her was because I remembered I was in the hospital because I was near having dengue fever and she was the one who took care of me and even tried her best to wash my body! I seriously missed my mom so much!!!
4. After Holy Week (April 9)
It was like 1 am in the morning, I couldn't sleep and I did the stupid thing once again... I sinned against Him again... Then it hit me with more than any guilt trip... Just because Holy week is finished I'm doing stupid things again... I really hated it... Argh!!!!!
Anyway, I did my routine this morning. I pray every morning. I even read the Gospel everyday... And it was about Jesus rising again and the Pharisees (i think) wanted Him gone... they paid soldiers to find Him... and there I was... doing stupid things again... I just don't like it period! After reading the Gospel, I reflected on it and prayed... I said I'm sorry... I just hope I could hold on to that...
My mom came home earlier this morning... and I'm pretty happy she's back! I really missed her endless stories, that one way or another, can be really funny. And, she, being a mom, became annoying because, as always, we weren't doing any chores!
Life's really messed up... but God is always blessing me even though I do stupid things and make stupid choices. And because of that, I salute You Papa God! Thank You so much!
And thank you for reading this through! Hope you can leave a comment to let me know you read it! Thanks! :D