So much has gone on I dont even know where to start!
I still love me Starbucks job.
Andrew and I are moving out...I spent about 4000 so far on furniture. He will pay me back for 1/2 and it would be worth it even if he didnt. A mohagony bedroom set, a cream suade couch, a latex mattress that is SOO FREAKING comfortable, soft black sheets and a matching duvet cover for my new down comforter, black bathroom rug set, black towels, victorias secret hand soap! Its gonna be so nice! I cant wait. Its all delivered Tuesday.
This is the most exciting time in my life, EVER!
I love rubbing it in to my dad and Cindy about my nice stuff that they cant afford. And I love how proud my mommy is of me. I never realized just how much I value her opinion of me and everyone in my life. She and I have similar feelings about people, and I am always glad to know she thinks I am doing the right thing, since I honeslty trust her gut feelings about pretty much everything.
Andrew kind of scared me about how his job is too stressful for him. I dont want him to lose his job when we are just now getting our lives in order, but if he doesnt like it he should find something better. Just dont quit first. But then he calls me with great, no fantastic news, he sold a car! YES! I AM SO PROUD. Hehe. I think it will all seem more worth it to him now that he has something to show for it. Yay. I love my baby.
Right now everyone is at prom and I am alone at Andrews waiting for him to get off work. I had to work at 430 am so I slept most of the afternoon and now I need to do some homework. Schools almost over. Yippy. Wish I were at prom. Oh well I chose to not go and instead I am doing non-highschooly things like MOVING OUT!
Basically, life is good. I miss my friends sometimes but once I am moved out and in Camarillo again I can see them more. I just wish it wasnt always about getting fucked up with them. I just want to hang out and be stupid like old times. Other than that, everything is the best its ever been for me. I am so excited about moving out. I kind of freaked out for a day or so, but then it all just started happening so fast I didnt have time to freak out. Plus Andrew called me while I was on break at work and gave me the best calm down speech ever. I am not worried about us at all. I think moving out will be the best thing for us. Woo hoo! Moving out before I graduate!
Sorry if I talk a lot about moving out, but I am and its so exciting for me. No one seems to be as happy for me as I feel. I wish people were happy for me, but I guess they are and are just too caught up in there own shit to show it. Thats ok though...
Andrew and I are moving out...I spent about 4000 so far on furniture. He will pay me back for 1/2 and it would be worth it even if he didnt. A mohagony bedroom set, a cream suade couch, a latex mattress that is SOO FREAKING comfortable, soft black sheets and a matching duvet cover for my new down comforter, black bathroom rug set, black towels, victorias secret hand soap! Its gonna be so nice! I cant wait. Its all delivered Tuesday.
This is the most exciting time in my life, EVER!
I love rubbing it in to my dad and Cindy about my nice stuff that they cant afford. And I love how proud my mommy is of me. I never realized just how much I value her opinion of me and everyone in my life. She and I have similar feelings about people, and I am always glad to know she thinks I am doing the right thing, since I honeslty trust her gut feelings about pretty much everything.
Andrew kind of scared me about how his job is too stressful for him. I dont want him to lose his job when we are just now getting our lives in order, but if he doesnt like it he should find something better. Just dont quit first. But then he calls me with great, no fantastic news, he sold a car! YES! I AM SO PROUD. Hehe. I think it will all seem more worth it to him now that he has something to show for it. Yay. I love my baby.
Right now everyone is at prom and I am alone at Andrews waiting for him to get off work. I had to work at 430 am so I slept most of the afternoon and now I need to do some homework. Schools almost over. Yippy. Wish I were at prom. Oh well I chose to not go and instead I am doing non-highschooly things like MOVING OUT!
Basically, life is good. I miss my friends sometimes but once I am moved out and in Camarillo again I can see them more. I just wish it wasnt always about getting fucked up with them. I just want to hang out and be stupid like old times. Other than that, everything is the best its ever been for me. I am so excited about moving out. I kind of freaked out for a day or so, but then it all just started happening so fast I didnt have time to freak out. Plus Andrew called me while I was on break at work and gave me the best calm down speech ever. I am not worried about us at all. I think moving out will be the best thing for us. Woo hoo! Moving out before I graduate!
Sorry if I talk a lot about moving out, but I am and its so exciting for me. No one seems to be as happy for me as I feel. I wish people were happy for me, but I guess they are and are just too caught up in there own shit to show it. Thats ok though...