**I'm just another heart in need of rescue**
OOkkk, so last time i wrote, I left him a voicemail and i was waiting for him to call me back. well, he did ((sorry for lack lack of entusiasm but i have insane mixed emotions right now)) But yeah, I was really excited. Heres what happend: Me and Forchy went to hot bagels to pick up devin. KINDA IRONIC HOW WE WERE PARKED IN THE EXACT SPOT AS WHEN I SAW HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME TWO WEEKS AGO, HUH??!! All of the sudden i opened my phone to call devin and it said: Incoming call from Brain A! I was like OMFG! I asked him what he was doing that night... he said he was really tired and he was ready to go to bed. It was like 9 tho =/ Ehh, its was ok. I told him i was goin to a party and if he changed his mind to call me. He said ok and to give call him tomorrow. Ahhh, so i waited til 7:00 last night to call. I got his voicemail again tho... I left one. Now i am in the same excact spot as i left off last time. But this time for some reason, I have a bad feeling. I cant really describe it... but i do =(
Anyways... the party that night was alot of fun. Someone told me some interesting info but i really dont know how to take it. Did anybody ever realize that you can be alone for like months at a time and NOBODY will like you but then out of no where more then one do and it forces you to think about everything sooo carefully??!! ooyy, ive noticed that =/ But other then all of that... life is ok. I hate that some of the greatest people i've ever known are leaving for college within DAYS! College is some scary shit. ::sigh:: But what can ya do? Hmm, on a more happy note... me forchy and danielle are gonna make a lil guest appearance at band camp next week. Im looking foward to that!! hehe. We really are such "proud mammas" of our girls. Well, I guess thats about it for now... yup.
love you guyesss <3
Anyways... the party that night was alot of fun. Someone told me some interesting info but i really dont know how to take it. Did anybody ever realize that you can be alone for like months at a time and NOBODY will like you but then out of no where more then one do and it forces you to think about everything sooo carefully??!! ooyy, ive noticed that =/ But other then all of that... life is ok. I hate that some of the greatest people i've ever known are leaving for college within DAYS! College is some scary shit. ::sigh:: But what can ya do? Hmm, on a more happy note... me forchy and danielle are gonna make a lil guest appearance at band camp next week. Im looking foward to that!! hehe. We really are such "proud mammas" of our girls. Well, I guess thats about it for now... yup.
love you guyesss <3