weeeee!!!

[alyssalovesall]

A wise friend named Evan once told me, "Time is your Happiness' worst enemy". well buddy, I took your advice last night. I decided to stop being a chicken shit and not wait forever and a day to call him! I got his voicemail which made things a million times easier! I left him my number! Yup, so now its all about wondering and waiting. I just wanna say thanks to Forchy for also pushing me. "HEY MAMMA" gave me the strength i needed! Not to mention, i hadda look at her right before the "beep" so she could remind me my name was Alyssa. LOL! Last night was a good night in general. I went to my dads for a while then saw "Little Black Book".... the movie was sooo damn.... i dont even know how to decribe it, ha! Its a good thing forch had free movie passes so we didnt have to pay to be CONFUSED! lol!! We went to visit Ed in Waldbaums before we saw the movie. Eds a cool guy, lol. When i got home i came online and got ALOT of things i've been feeling off my chest. You know you you are.... and your the best! =) Yupp, so that was my night! It was a great night, indeed! This morning I woke up, ate breakfast, ordered new contacts, did 3 loads of laundry and washed my car! I like it soo much better when i actually do stuff with my mornings off. **I CALLED HIM, WEEEE!** lol WOW, im such a giddy jackass! welllll, its hard not to think about him every five seconds. Dontcha just always wonder if they think about you as much as you think about them? ::sigh:: I HOOOOPE SOOOOO! hehe =)
much love <333333