Another one of those posts
Strange home in a 24 hour period I can go from a good mood to a bad one. Its just completely strange and I dont get it. If you missed the entry from yesterday in my journal, I got a phone call from Laura and Rodney in the afternoon and then that evening I got a phone call from Julianne. It was wonderful to hear from them. Today however, I think I've gone completly 180 on myself and Im totally depressed that I'm all alone and have no friends. I know this is not true at all, but I still get these feelings. I have ideas as to what's causing all of these things inside me, but at the same time I am completly confused. What's worse, there's no one to talk to about how I feel inside. The few friends that I have, they're either too busy with things and I cannot reach them or they have their own things that they are dealing with and dont need to hear about my issues. So that leaves my parents, and I've gone to them so much these past years that I think they are starting to get sick of me as well. I just dont know what to do anymore, but I hope that something will happen soon and this will all go away.