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i'm fat. really, horribly fat. i don't know if hearing the number made me freak out, or that even my fat jeans were getting too small, but i've decided to do something about it.
i wanted a place to track it online and thought about a journal just for my weight loss because i was ashamed to have you- my friends- know about this. but then i realized that you knowing makes me accountable to more than myself. and hopefully i'll have some cheerleaders? i don't know. but my goal is to drop 60 pounds. i don't have a deadline because i don't know what's realistic.
this week i started going to curves. i just got home from my second workout there. i go m, w, f every week. once a month they weigh and measure you to track your progress, and the workout is pretty fun. the fact that you move so quickly from machine to machine makes it interesting and you don't have time to get bored. also, how intense your workout is is up to you. the more reps you do, the more you gain and i've been pushing myself to the max.
this month i'm only going to do curves and see where i end up. next month, i might restart pilates on my off days. the only bummer about that is i have to do them in the living room where rhys's parents are always hanging out. i might make rhys share his music room with me as a work out room =) and i'm going to start bringing "the ball" to work as a chair instead of my work chair. supposedly if you sit on a ball instead of a chair at work all year, you can lose 10 pounds. heck, i'm game.
so this week it began. i can't want to see where i end up. =)
i wanted a place to track it online and thought about a journal just for my weight loss because i was ashamed to have you- my friends- know about this. but then i realized that you knowing makes me accountable to more than myself. and hopefully i'll have some cheerleaders? i don't know. but my goal is to drop 60 pounds. i don't have a deadline because i don't know what's realistic.
this week i started going to curves. i just got home from my second workout there. i go m, w, f every week. once a month they weigh and measure you to track your progress, and the workout is pretty fun. the fact that you move so quickly from machine to machine makes it interesting and you don't have time to get bored. also, how intense your workout is is up to you. the more reps you do, the more you gain and i've been pushing myself to the max.
this month i'm only going to do curves and see where i end up. next month, i might restart pilates on my off days. the only bummer about that is i have to do them in the living room where rhys's parents are always hanging out. i might make rhys share his music room with me as a work out room =) and i'm going to start bringing "the ball" to work as a chair instead of my work chair. supposedly if you sit on a ball instead of a chair at work all year, you can lose 10 pounds. heck, i'm game.
so this week it began. i can't want to see where i end up. =)