Is it possible to be influenced by someone you've never met and really don't even know that much about?  There could be a really simple answer to this question if you think I'm talking about some historical figure.  But what if it's someone real, someone you feel like you could have known, someone other people you know have known ( Read more... )

I was just thinking: I'm tired of this boys playing game.  I'm willing to wait for an ACTUAL good guy.  Thought I had a couple, but no, not really, and I think I kind of knew that.  I just wonder how long I'm going to have to wait.  Oh well, I enjoy my life, I have great friends, things are working out decently for me lately overall, I'm good.  ( Read more... )

I don't like being judged, but I think what irks me even more is when people judge you for things that they have done themselves.  Maybe it's because my friends are all my age and too close to their past experiences to really be able to look back on them with some perspective, but that's one of the things I love about Abby.  She's been through so ( Read more... )

Why do I feel so yuck?  I don't like it.  Last night I went out and I went to the clarinet house cause Jourdan was going to be there.  I told my roommate to call me in an hour if I forgot to, so she could remind me to leave.  When I got there, I was enjoying myself, just talking to Jourdan and stuff.  But I was getting frustrated because I was ( Read more... )

Why do I feel the need to tell people when I do something good or bad?  I guess I just want the praise/rebuke so I either feel proud of myself or remind myself that what I did was wrong.  But obviously a true friend isn't going to tell me that what I did wrong is ok, because real friends will ALMOST always tell you the truth when you need it.  I ( Read more... )