Blah Day...waiting for DVDs to burn...
So I really have nothing to do right now, so why not update?!
Chilling in a really cool dorm room, while both of the occupants are asleep! It's okay, they said it was cool, I could chill in here while I finished my homework. Well, it is officially done (although not done well) and I am just waiting for Kayla's dvd to finish burning, so I can start another one for her. Yay for Grey's! I turned somewhat of an essence of my paper, no one ever said it was good, but I was beginning to panic about not having anything to turn in, so I had to finish writing SOMETHING!
Talking to Grant right now...he thinks I'm drunk...but he's joking! I know someone who is drunk right now aldkjadDannyadlkjaldkfasldk! Lol, did you break my code ;)! He just IMed me and it was rather entertaining.
Was kind of depressed today after last night and how dumb I was. I know Kay and I wanted to get drunk, but not that drunk. It just really made me realize how lucky I am that my boyfriend is so good to me! I called him and then Kay talked to him and he came and sat with me while I was falling asleep. I appreciate that he tells me the truth, even if it's not what I really want to hear, like how it really WAS relatively irresponsible of me to drink last night, not as much cause it was a Wednesday, but because of all I had to do today. But then he said, "Well, I should have been there, and I'm glad I was," or something to that effect! How sweet is that?! Anways, enough gushiness ;)...Like I was saying, I wasn't being very happy with myself and all my procrastinating and everything. Kayla made me go take a nap earlier today and then she, Em and I all started studying. But they noticed how weird I was acting; I was just upset about having to make housing decisions (living on or off campus) and homework and everything. Emi said I should go and just swim hardcore, which was a really good idea, but then I remembered how much that therapy practicing helped me a while ago when I was upset, especially for no reason. So I went and grabbed some fun piano, flute and piccolo music and trekked out to the music building to practice for a while. I told Kay to call Trevor so he would know where I was and I told Emi I would only be gone for 45 minutes. Of course, that turned into an hour and a half or so, but that's the way it always is. I wish I could have stayed longer and played Beauty and the Beast music too, which is what made me feel so much better last time, but I felt pretty good and I DID have hw to do, so I decided to head back. Then I called Trevor and asked him to come and just hang out with me for a while, cause I was feeling so bummed out, so he came up and he, Emi, Kayla and I just kind of talked for a little while, which was really nice!
Kayla mentioned to me a couple days ago about Trevor that he can really hold his own with me. Like if I say something quippy to him, he'll just throw something right back at me (unlike some other people, lol!). I mean, no one can take me down like Jake, Whit and Cullen, but that's different. Trevor has his own style, lol! So I was paying attention to it more today, and it really is true. It's not as harsh as the boys would make fun of me, but it's still there, and I have to say that overall, I really like/appreciate it. I also REALLY REALLY appreciate how he talks to my friends and doesn't really mind hanging out with them, especially now that my new college family is all girls, haha! Sorry, sorry, I know I'm talking about him too much...!
Yay, Kayla's DVD is almost done burning, this means I can go to bed soon! I hate homework, and finals, and having to go home, and having to make housing decisions, and going to class when I don't feel like it, and etc, etc. Man, what a complaining night. I'll stop and hopefully tomorrow will be better! Night!
Chilling in a really cool dorm room, while both of the occupants are asleep! It's okay, they said it was cool, I could chill in here while I finished my homework. Well, it is officially done (although not done well) and I am just waiting for Kayla's dvd to finish burning, so I can start another one for her. Yay for Grey's! I turned somewhat of an essence of my paper, no one ever said it was good, but I was beginning to panic about not having anything to turn in, so I had to finish writing SOMETHING!
Talking to Grant right now...he thinks I'm drunk...but he's joking! I know someone who is drunk right now aldkjadDannyadlkjaldkfasldk! Lol, did you break my code ;)! He just IMed me and it was rather entertaining.
Was kind of depressed today after last night and how dumb I was. I know Kay and I wanted to get drunk, but not that drunk. It just really made me realize how lucky I am that my boyfriend is so good to me! I called him and then Kay talked to him and he came and sat with me while I was falling asleep. I appreciate that he tells me the truth, even if it's not what I really want to hear, like how it really WAS relatively irresponsible of me to drink last night, not as much cause it was a Wednesday, but because of all I had to do today. But then he said, "Well, I should have been there, and I'm glad I was," or something to that effect! How sweet is that?! Anways, enough gushiness ;)...Like I was saying, I wasn't being very happy with myself and all my procrastinating and everything. Kayla made me go take a nap earlier today and then she, Em and I all started studying. But they noticed how weird I was acting; I was just upset about having to make housing decisions (living on or off campus) and homework and everything. Emi said I should go and just swim hardcore, which was a really good idea, but then I remembered how much that therapy practicing helped me a while ago when I was upset, especially for no reason. So I went and grabbed some fun piano, flute and piccolo music and trekked out to the music building to practice for a while. I told Kay to call Trevor so he would know where I was and I told Emi I would only be gone for 45 minutes. Of course, that turned into an hour and a half or so, but that's the way it always is. I wish I could have stayed longer and played Beauty and the Beast music too, which is what made me feel so much better last time, but I felt pretty good and I DID have hw to do, so I decided to head back. Then I called Trevor and asked him to come and just hang out with me for a while, cause I was feeling so bummed out, so he came up and he, Emi, Kayla and I just kind of talked for a little while, which was really nice!
Kayla mentioned to me a couple days ago about Trevor that he can really hold his own with me. Like if I say something quippy to him, he'll just throw something right back at me (unlike some other people, lol!). I mean, no one can take me down like Jake, Whit and Cullen, but that's different. Trevor has his own style, lol! So I was paying attention to it more today, and it really is true. It's not as harsh as the boys would make fun of me, but it's still there, and I have to say that overall, I really like/appreciate it. I also REALLY REALLY appreciate how he talks to my friends and doesn't really mind hanging out with them, especially now that my new college family is all girls, haha! Sorry, sorry, I know I'm talking about him too much...!
Yay, Kayla's DVD is almost done burning, this means I can go to bed soon! I hate homework, and finals, and having to go home, and having to make housing decisions, and going to class when I don't feel like it, and etc, etc. Man, what a complaining night. I'll stop and hopefully tomorrow will be better! Night!