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Sep 30, 2008 23:33

Today was a long day. The past two nights Ive gotten about 8 cumulative hours of sleep. I had school 9-5 then work 530-11, why Im still awake right now, I dont know. I havent been able to sleep, even though I feel a cold coming on. I guess my anxiety has gotten the best of me.

My life has 180'd since the summer, I have so many things to do and so many routines now. When I dont have structure I crave it, and when I do, I want to be a couch potato. I have such a long to do list, thats probably why I havent been sleeping either, Ive just got SO much on my mind.

TO DO:
Send in APP. to Kendall
Sched. a portfolio review
HOMEWORKHOMEWORKHOMEWORK!
Finish Portfolio
Apply for Financial Aid, Student Loans & Scholarships
Research living/tuition expenses
Buy a bunch of winter apparel I cant afford
Figure out my love [well lack there of] life

I feel like Im in a daze, like everyday Im at school or work or out to coffee, theyre all very social things, yet I feel really lonely :[
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