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tonight was the fireworks. brandon made completely different plans from what i thought we were going to be doing for the night. i was really excited because the fireworks last year was kinda our first date. anyways it ended in us fighting and me going with friends instead of him. he decided to go buy a bunch of alcohol and drink by himself. by the time the fireworks were over i decided to go reason with him. but he was un reansonable, hes a drunk. he drinks whenever hes upset, which is alot.he started swearing at me and called me a bitch. he told me i would never understand him. and then we broke up. then he punched his computer and broke it, as well as swinging around a nearby chain. and yet he said he wasnt even drunk. i told him to sober up. he was mostly mad because after quiting smoking for the past month in a half, for him, i had one puff while i was drinking tonight. i was honest about smoking, and i think that one puff amungst 4 other smokers was actually pretty good from someone who had been drinking.i dont know what to think. i hope when he gets off work tomorrow afternoon this will all get straightened out and he'll apologise. if not, all i can say is that i love him, but that i not going to put myself through all of his drunken rages. i have nothing more to add, im tired.