long time no hear
Hey hey hey guys I havent updated this for a while so I thought id get my act together and make an entry!!!!
Wow sooooo much has happened in the past few weeks I hardly know where to start…. Well I turned 18 a few weeks ago so my weekend life has been pretty full up with going out and what not, but I remember a while ago before I discovered the wonders of alcohol thinking how stupid people were getting totally blind drunk all the time and how stupid they sound when they have no idea what they did all weekend, well I feel like such a hypocrite cos all ive bin doing is drinking till I have no idea wot im doing, I really don’t like this feeling at all and have decided I no longer want to drink till I get blind therefore I am watching my drinks more carefully and not drinking as much!! So they are my plans for my nights out!
Up until today I was really stressed for the following reasons:
Michael (my boyfriend) is really sick he has glandular fever, ross river feaver and bama forrest fever all at once!!! This is hard for him as he has to take AGES off work and spends most of his life in bed, he has been really really moody and not dealing too well at all, whenever I go around to visit him he just lays there and complains how sick he feels, I feel so helpless there is nothing I can do whatsoever to make him any better so I have focussed on trying to improve his moods instead of his health so today I headed over after school finished early at 1:10 so over I go with a huge smile on my face, lollies and mineral water in hand, dvds to watch and music to entertain!!! Knock on the door, and he opens it with the usual down look on his face all depressed so I retalliate with a HUGE hug and a kiss on the cheek (I cant kiss him properly cos I cant afford to get glandular fever before my hsc) at the start he was like “babe im really not in the mood” but I soon cut him off with im here to cheer you up wether you like it or not so shut up and get back into bed ( in a totally not sexy way!!)
After a lot of stupid jokes and me running into stuff unintentionally!! I got a few chuckles from him but it wasn’t until I fell off the bed trying to tickle him that he actually improved by jumping off the bed and tickling me until I couldn’t breathe!!! It was great just like old times!!! Yayness!!! It was sooo good it was like he was his old self again laughing and joking and listening to music and singing it was totally awesome!!!! I am so happy right now!! Towards the end of my visit I could tell he was ready to sleep again but he wasn’t whining and complaining again so it was all good!!!
Ive also been stressing a lot about my cousin at the moment she has a very serious mental problem and as per usual she is in a mental hospital in Melbourne! Normally I don’t stress too much about it cos she always gets back on her meds and is on her merry way but this time is different! She is 7 months pregnant and obviously keeping the baby as it is 7 months along! But my aunt seems to feel she wont be able to look after the child due to her illness and my aunt doesn’t feel like she can handle it either so guess where its next home after that is yup u guessed it here with us!! FAN-FREAKING-TASTIC!!!!! I know it seems harsh to say but the last thing my family needs at the moment is a baby!!!! My folks are only just hanging in there at the moment and im about to start my HSC my 15 year old sister is a freaking weirdo and I dunno it just doesn’t seem right but if it comes down to it and that baby comes here I will forget my self and give that’ baby all the love and attention it deserves I really will!!! Its just a weird situation for me at the moment!!!
Anyways I have to get back to my study now so lill write again soon I promise!!!!
Wow sooooo much has happened in the past few weeks I hardly know where to start…. Well I turned 18 a few weeks ago so my weekend life has been pretty full up with going out and what not, but I remember a while ago before I discovered the wonders of alcohol thinking how stupid people were getting totally blind drunk all the time and how stupid they sound when they have no idea what they did all weekend, well I feel like such a hypocrite cos all ive bin doing is drinking till I have no idea wot im doing, I really don’t like this feeling at all and have decided I no longer want to drink till I get blind therefore I am watching my drinks more carefully and not drinking as much!! So they are my plans for my nights out!
Up until today I was really stressed for the following reasons:
Michael (my boyfriend) is really sick he has glandular fever, ross river feaver and bama forrest fever all at once!!! This is hard for him as he has to take AGES off work and spends most of his life in bed, he has been really really moody and not dealing too well at all, whenever I go around to visit him he just lays there and complains how sick he feels, I feel so helpless there is nothing I can do whatsoever to make him any better so I have focussed on trying to improve his moods instead of his health so today I headed over after school finished early at 1:10 so over I go with a huge smile on my face, lollies and mineral water in hand, dvds to watch and music to entertain!!! Knock on the door, and he opens it with the usual down look on his face all depressed so I retalliate with a HUGE hug and a kiss on the cheek (I cant kiss him properly cos I cant afford to get glandular fever before my hsc) at the start he was like “babe im really not in the mood” but I soon cut him off with im here to cheer you up wether you like it or not so shut up and get back into bed ( in a totally not sexy way!!)
After a lot of stupid jokes and me running into stuff unintentionally!! I got a few chuckles from him but it wasn’t until I fell off the bed trying to tickle him that he actually improved by jumping off the bed and tickling me until I couldn’t breathe!!! It was great just like old times!!! Yayness!!! It was sooo good it was like he was his old self again laughing and joking and listening to music and singing it was totally awesome!!!! I am so happy right now!! Towards the end of my visit I could tell he was ready to sleep again but he wasn’t whining and complaining again so it was all good!!!
Ive also been stressing a lot about my cousin at the moment she has a very serious mental problem and as per usual she is in a mental hospital in Melbourne! Normally I don’t stress too much about it cos she always gets back on her meds and is on her merry way but this time is different! She is 7 months pregnant and obviously keeping the baby as it is 7 months along! But my aunt seems to feel she wont be able to look after the child due to her illness and my aunt doesn’t feel like she can handle it either so guess where its next home after that is yup u guessed it here with us!! FAN-FREAKING-TASTIC!!!!! I know it seems harsh to say but the last thing my family needs at the moment is a baby!!!! My folks are only just hanging in there at the moment and im about to start my HSC my 15 year old sister is a freaking weirdo and I dunno it just doesn’t seem right but if it comes down to it and that baby comes here I will forget my self and give that’ baby all the love and attention it deserves I really will!!! Its just a weird situation for me at the moment!!!
Anyways I have to get back to my study now so lill write again soon I promise!!!!