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of course right before i leave i would discover something to ponder on & be upset about all fucking week.
this vacation is much needed.
i'm done having crushes.. i'm done liking people in general.. i always end up hurting myself.
they never get a chance to hurt me because well.. they never liked me to begin with.
i'm such an idiot..
honestly, why the fuck do i do this shit to myself??
i thought i was happy.. i actually thought i couldn't be happier..
i need to grow up.
i want to grow up..
maybe then this won't hurt as much.
this vacation is much needed.
i'm done having crushes.. i'm done liking people in general.. i always end up hurting myself.
they never get a chance to hurt me because well.. they never liked me to begin with.
i'm such an idiot..
honestly, why the fuck do i do this shit to myself??
i thought i was happy.. i actually thought i couldn't be happier..
i need to grow up.
i want to grow up..
maybe then this won't hurt as much.