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i pretty much go for months without updating this thing..
no one gets on livejournal anymore..
so i've decided to kinda use this thing just for venting i guess..
i'm 19 now.. i feel no different..
i've grown up a lot though.. surprisingly.
i'm not the party girl i used to be.
once again, i'm crushin' on a new boy.. & once again, i doubt it will happen..
but hey, i'm used to it.. no worries.
i haven't been in a decent relationship for nearly 3 1/2 years.. so i think i can make it..
i'm in the process of learning that i'm the only person that can make myself happy..
i'm also not as self conscious as i used to be..
i'm a fat girl.. that's not changing, but for once in my life i'm actually comfortable in my own skin.
i'm a bigger girl. deal with it.
i really want to be a body piercer.. i've been getting into body modifications a lot lately.
i don't think anyone around here is looking for an apprentice though..
west virginia really isn't the place for body modification, so i'd probably have to go out of state, but i would really enjoy a new beginning, so that's kind of a plus.
speaking of body modifications, i get my anchor scarification when i get back from the beach on the 10th..
i've never been so excited for anything in foreverrrrrr.
hopefully i get this job i'm looking at when i get back also..
that way, i'll have cash money for all my piercings & ink. :] :] :]
i got a puppy.. her name is tilly & she's a pug..
she's fucking crazy though.. she won't listen to a goddamn thing you say to her & she eats absolutely everything that comes across her path..
i think i might kill her before she reaches the age of one..
but she's so cute that it's insanely hard to be mad at her, lol.
at the moment, life is good.
i can't complain.. i'm grateful for what i have.
[i still whine about not having a significant other though.]
<333 jenny
no one gets on livejournal anymore..
so i've decided to kinda use this thing just for venting i guess..
i'm 19 now.. i feel no different..
i've grown up a lot though.. surprisingly.
i'm not the party girl i used to be.
once again, i'm crushin' on a new boy.. & once again, i doubt it will happen..
but hey, i'm used to it.. no worries.
i haven't been in a decent relationship for nearly 3 1/2 years.. so i think i can make it..
i'm in the process of learning that i'm the only person that can make myself happy..
i'm also not as self conscious as i used to be..
i'm a fat girl.. that's not changing, but for once in my life i'm actually comfortable in my own skin.
i'm a bigger girl. deal with it.
i really want to be a body piercer.. i've been getting into body modifications a lot lately.
i don't think anyone around here is looking for an apprentice though..
west virginia really isn't the place for body modification, so i'd probably have to go out of state, but i would really enjoy a new beginning, so that's kind of a plus.
speaking of body modifications, i get my anchor scarification when i get back from the beach on the 10th..
i've never been so excited for anything in foreverrrrrr.
hopefully i get this job i'm looking at when i get back also..
that way, i'll have cash money for all my piercings & ink. :] :] :]
i got a puppy.. her name is tilly & she's a pug..
she's fucking crazy though.. she won't listen to a goddamn thing you say to her & she eats absolutely everything that comes across her path..
i think i might kill her before she reaches the age of one..
but she's so cute that it's insanely hard to be mad at her, lol.
at the moment, life is good.
i can't complain.. i'm grateful for what i have.
[i still whine about not having a significant other though.]
<333 jenny