Weird how I'm almost done with Sophmore year, which is so much better than Freshmen. So different.
Today's the day of Silence, so no talking till 7:30, less than 2 hours from now :D I've actually been pretty good except for a few times where I think out loud than I stop all freaked out.
I've been kinda busy in school lately. Got up this morning to my paper on Korea for my East Asian class and did 3 pages over the limit but I'm not sure if it's coherent. Luckily he's allwoing it o be a rough draft, so I can fix it later.
I'm slowly getting closer and closer to zero money. Nowhere near Sandra but it's worrying me. $9.77 a day is one meal about, which is fine, but I'm used to two. And I'm hungry now. *sigh* Maybe I'll get thinner with the last month of school on this diet.
Trying ot catch up with Supernatural but school and friends have been getting in the way. I'm making a vow to watch at least one epi a day. It's not that I don't want to, I do. I just suck at planning something then following through, always been that way, even with stuff I wanna do. Other stuff comes up.
Been spending lots of time with Max and Sandra, at the hookah bar an what not. Also with Sandra and Jeremy. It's nice, connecting with old friends and talking about middle and high school, learning what's everyone up to. Although it's gonna take a long time to get used to Kevin's mountain man/Jesus look. He's a lot more....exhuberant than I remember too. Max is the same but not, though I think that's just cause of my mmeories of him being so foggy than Iraq. I've known him forever but never just hung out with him. Glad he's back though, and he's so freakin generous! Paying for me and Sandra at the bar, even when we insist not to. It's nice. Also, I love love love hookah. Mmmm, friends and smoke an laughing and talk. It's fabulous. Though it feels odd to not do it with my NM crew....whom I miss. But I get to see in 2 weeks!
Nicole called me recently and we talkd, which was such a pleasant suprise. I miss her but forget I do, than I talk to her and it all comes back. We talked about planning the summer out and doing cool, new things and I really hope it works out that way. It usually does with her. Saw Gran Torino with Jeremy and this new girl that's friends with them but I can't remember the name of at the moment. It was really good suprsingly. I wanted to see it, but I didn't think it'd be that deep or funny. While I don't have the hots for Clint Eastwood now like Sandra, I do wanna see it again. I like having friends on campus to do things with, espically with a car. It makes things feel more collegy, making new friends outside of my past. Widens my scope, makes me feel like Dad.
Watching Disney movies lately with Sandra (and Jeremy), gotten through Lion King, Dumbo, and Pocahontas cause we're using the TV which only has a VHS player. I fucking love Disney man, and it's awesome rewatching ones I haven't seen in years.
I'm keeping on top of schoolwork, friends, and tv shows now. As well as having some time to venture into fanfiction (of said new shows: Lie to Me, Kings, and Dollhouse) and obsessing with Yoville. Silly Sandra, making me a junkie. It's like Sims but not? Easier and less high-tech. I really wish more of my friends were on it, not for my own coin increase thing but just cause I could talk to them and visit their houses. I don't know why everyone's so opposed to applications...
Almost no homework tonight so I wanna get a head start on Friday's and my 2 big papers coming up. It's SO WEIRD doing stuff in advance but it relieves me so much stress in the end. Like mom always told me, and was of course right. So glad I can see her too soon, as well as Ryan. Havne't seen them since January and it's really really wrong. Thank goddess for the phone but seriously. Need my family.
Celebrated Ostara and Easter, both of which were better than expected. Not big on either of them particulary but they're huge in their own way. I had so much fun at Ostara and everyone was there, which was a good suprise. Some Brandon drama but after ritual I got my magick buzz like usual and the most orgasmic frozen berries that led me to buy bags and bags of frozen blueberries on campus with plain yogurt and whipped cream. So simple but good. I'm glad lent's over with cause of the meat on Fridays and dessert period, but I don't eat as much dessert now because of it, so that's a healthy change. Easter mass was werid alone, especially since no seat (standing room though, some didn't even get that), and Father Peter went all solo at the end with a revival song that made me very confused and kinda uncomfrtable. It's an annual thing apparently. Saw Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead with Sandra that day too, and despite the bad reviews I found it fantasic. I stole a poster of it I liked it so much. Wanna see the movies now.
Brenda is possibly coming to see Cinese acrobats with me on Friday, I'm hoping against hope. *crosses fingers* Please let Kurt be able to bring her. I need my B.
Havne't tlaked to Dyaln in over a month, like a vowed to myself. It's hard but needed right now. I'm so not ready to talk to him casually about conversing with Ms. Perfect and feeling like the most pathetic girl on the planet that couldn't even let something go while wasted off her ass. *sigh*
Eric wants me over to talk to him about some guy, or...write to him about some guy I guess. Since I have...an hour and 19 minutes now until I can talk. So off I go. :)