Feeling Lost Again
(I hurt my middle finger on my right hand, and it makes it hard to type.) I'm feeling a little lost. Yesterday I sat in on the class that I thought I would love, and I didn't. I was bored thru the humanities and music class compounded with the fact that the profs structure the classes in a chaotic very jarring manor which leaves me exhausted, nervous, and feeling dumb, which I know I'm not. So I have decided not to join them, and simply do a really good job in my 5 classes. Even though logic might be challenging, my logic prof keeps the classroom very comfortable for everyone, which is important to me. Plus I really want to work on my spanish this semester. I guess after looking forward to going back to school for so long, and then being so incredibly disappointed by my classes has been really depressing, and when I tried to discuss it with my dad, he just accused me of hating everything and not giving anything a chance. Which is not helping. *eye roll*
Which brings me to my feeling lost. Sitting in on these classes has really made me miss Anthropology and think maybe I want to major in it. I like to experience world lit and music but I don't like to dissect it into some sort of academic meaning. That's not fun for me, and I hate politics and econ. and all of that kind of stuff. U of C also has a human development major. I'm still interested in cultural psychology too. Being a High speed indecisive in very difficult. I think I'm going to break out my Refuse to Choose again for some advice.
Which brings me to my feeling lost. Sitting in on these classes has really made me miss Anthropology and think maybe I want to major in it. I like to experience world lit and music but I don't like to dissect it into some sort of academic meaning. That's not fun for me, and I hate politics and econ. and all of that kind of stuff. U of C also has a human development major. I'm still interested in cultural psychology too. Being a High speed indecisive in very difficult. I think I'm going to break out my Refuse to Choose again for some advice.