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i have too much time on my hands.
at this point i would normally just get myself completely lost in my writing. i kinda have but not in the way that i normally would. i havent been writing poems...just writing...journal entries.
im trying to find something exciting..but nothing really is. and all i am is tired.
i sleep the days away and im up all night. i need to fix that.
i feel closer to animals. their life is so simple...but then i started thinkin...what is the meaning of life for animals? is it different then humans. we are animals too. we are more evolved tho. more sophisticated. does that change the reason tho?
what about anything that is considered living?...trees...grass...
they dont have dreams of becoming the next big rock star...or a teacher....artist. they just live. they just do what they NEED to do and that's it. do animals get depression? does anything stop them from wanting to live?
as for humans. do we always do what we need? FUCK NO. we do as we want. so is it so strange to have another sense? a sense like animals?....animals have built in- instincts. survival of nature. they "just know" what their supposed to eat....how they are supposed to eat it...how to take care of their offspring...etc. humans tend to ignore this voice. they make their lives much more harder and much more complicated by not listening to themselves. they are going against nature...and when u go against nature...you are in it to fuck urself over.
we have everything we "need" to know. but it doesnt stop us from wanting to know more.
i need a goal for this summer.
at this point i would normally just get myself completely lost in my writing. i kinda have but not in the way that i normally would. i havent been writing poems...just writing...journal entries.
im trying to find something exciting..but nothing really is. and all i am is tired.
i sleep the days away and im up all night. i need to fix that.
i feel closer to animals. their life is so simple...but then i started thinkin...what is the meaning of life for animals? is it different then humans. we are animals too. we are more evolved tho. more sophisticated. does that change the reason tho?
what about anything that is considered living?...trees...grass...
they dont have dreams of becoming the next big rock star...or a teacher....artist. they just live. they just do what they NEED to do and that's it. do animals get depression? does anything stop them from wanting to live?
as for humans. do we always do what we need? FUCK NO. we do as we want. so is it so strange to have another sense? a sense like animals?....animals have built in- instincts. survival of nature. they "just know" what their supposed to eat....how they are supposed to eat it...how to take care of their offspring...etc. humans tend to ignore this voice. they make their lives much more harder and much more complicated by not listening to themselves. they are going against nature...and when u go against nature...you are in it to fuck urself over.
we have everything we "need" to know. but it doesnt stop us from wanting to know more.
i need a goal for this summer.