And she said you would not understand....

[alwaysidream]

Where to begin? I cannot stand my life. I suppose I could just stop there, but I'm going to vent for awhile longer because this is my only venue in which to do it. I feel like theres nobody to talk to, nobody cares enough to listen to me. I'm a terrible friend sometimes, and yet I sit here writing about how I wish someone would care enough to listen to me whine. I believe the old adage goes "In order to have a good friend, you need to be a good friend," and apparently I'm not one, and I'm sorry but guess what? That saying works both ways.

It's a terrible feeling to be trapped all day everyday with nothing but your own thoughts and troubles and not one fucking person who cares.

I suppose the thing that gets me the most is that everyone thinks life revolves around boys(or girls) and I would just like to say that there are far more and far worse problems than boys, and its going to be a shocking day for some people when they figure that out. I realize that as teenagers relationships and dating are a huge part of our lives, but from firsthand experience id like to warn everyone against the problems that lie beyond boys. I sincerely hope none of you have to find that out the hard way, but next time you think your life sucks please consider how much worse it could be.