Further In Debt I Go! Whee!
Monday, the 20th: Dad and I tried to figure out together the whole loan situation. It looked dismal as far as getting the old rate so we gave up. Spent the remainder of the morning looking at Wells Fargo locations as I need to make a deposit badly. I've got two bills coming up that I need to pay...anyway, Sarah and Matt showed up early at my house so I hurriedly got dressed. They came upstairs as I finished (at least Sarah joined me in putting on makeup, lol). I was slightly embarrassed and caught off-guard when Matt was telling me his two cents about something I had shared with Sarah. I appreciate his opinion, though. Nice to know what a guy thinks (and for the last time--it's fine that you talked to him about it, Sarah! Hehe). So the three of us got some lunch at Panera's (yes, yes Mike...the Sierra Turkey is really good!) and ate it at Sarah's house. Haha, I don't know why...but we ended up talking about women who are men haters. Matt said something about a woman he knew who was married and she only wanted him to procreate. Then I commented on that...something to the effect of, "I couldn't imagine just having sex to procreate! That would suck!". My outburst got a huge laugh from the other two. I say some of the weirdest things...yeah, then the conversation turned into how funny stories about losing your virginity can be! Good times. Matt had to leave for work. He's a really swell guy! I am so living vicariously through Sarah now, lol. I am way happy for her.
Sarah and I dropped by Planned Parenthood then we headed to the mall. Dude, I ended up spending like $70. That took care of lunch, a smoothie, a clubbing/party shirt (it was funny--went to try it on and my immediate reaction was how skanky it looked. Then I said I liked it, haha...it's aqua blue, halter, sparkly and has a cool uneven bottom to it), a black shawl-like top that I can use to dress up a shirt or wear with a nice dress and an avocado-green shirt. Plus some earrings to match the first shirt I mentioned, more earrings (which I found out later that one pair was clip-ons, haha. I am such a dork), lipgloss and chapstick. Yay for shopping. Oh! Totally saw Heidi working at the Gap. I miss that girl. Meanwhile, Sarah and I figured out a sort of catch-22 with boys and girls. See, girls' craziness and boys' stupidity feed off of each other. Girls act all crazy and moody seemingly because boys are dumb and what they think is an all-of-a-sudden mood swing actually has a reason behind it but they're too dense to notice. On the other hand, boys are viewed as insensitive and jerks but really, girls read too much into things and have way too many emotions for their own good. That was such a great conversation, lol. Well, Sarah took me home. I ran around in my new clothes, haha. I did some talking in front of the mirror...just stuff I would say if I find myself in those situations one day. I am so crazy. Brian wanted me to come over and watch movies but I was expecting Jen to come over and drink but she never showed up, grr. Fell asleep on the sofa, lol.
Yesterday: Ugh, I was in pure hatred of my father...he was being such a dick. I got ready to go to this one-stop job hunt place and he was just being downright mean....he yelled at me for wearing open-toed shoes, saying it's not "professional" attire. WTF? Shows how much he pays attention--I wore open-toed shoes to my previous two interviews and got the job so obviously I'm fine. We got a little lost but I called them and we found it. Went in and started filling out some paperwork but I realized I did it online already. So I looked at some jobs I might be qualified for and some lady helped me print out referrals so I could apply...blah...it wasn't looking so great because they're all kinda far and they're full-time permanent positions. Gah. Came back home and talked to Jillian on the phone for a long time then ate lunch. She came and picked me up and what did we do? Get lunch and go to the mall. Haha. We had Subway..mmm. Okay, so I spent around $100 this time...geez. I am so in debt but I kinda don't care because I haven't been on a shopping spree for a long time.
I got a deep pink cami, a pink striped polo, a green striped polo, some Levi's jeans, a flirty ruffled short white skirt, sunglasses, white flipflops, and a heart necklace. I felt unbelievably good and happy! Jill and I had so much fun splurging. We came back to my house and ate fried rice...sooo yummy. Hadn't had that for awhile. Then we played Perfect Dark, haha. I haven't cursed that much in one activity in awhile, haha. Good times. After Jillian left, I tried on my clothes again. I bought a lot of preppy clothes, wow, haha. Talked to Rob online for a tad. I'm kind of mad at him and of course--he has no idea anything is wrong. Typical! Whatever, I was still enjoying my shopping high and I decided that I am going to be happy whilst I am livin' the single life, yes! Not that I was necessarily sad that I am not involved--more of a "meh" but yeah! Now I am gonna relish in my "me" time.
Sarah and I dropped by Planned Parenthood then we headed to the mall. Dude, I ended up spending like $70. That took care of lunch, a smoothie, a clubbing/party shirt (it was funny--went to try it on and my immediate reaction was how skanky it looked. Then I said I liked it, haha...it's aqua blue, halter, sparkly and has a cool uneven bottom to it), a black shawl-like top that I can use to dress up a shirt or wear with a nice dress and an avocado-green shirt. Plus some earrings to match the first shirt I mentioned, more earrings (which I found out later that one pair was clip-ons, haha. I am such a dork), lipgloss and chapstick. Yay for shopping. Oh! Totally saw Heidi working at the Gap. I miss that girl. Meanwhile, Sarah and I figured out a sort of catch-22 with boys and girls. See, girls' craziness and boys' stupidity feed off of each other. Girls act all crazy and moody seemingly because boys are dumb and what they think is an all-of-a-sudden mood swing actually has a reason behind it but they're too dense to notice. On the other hand, boys are viewed as insensitive and jerks but really, girls read too much into things and have way too many emotions for their own good. That was such a great conversation, lol. Well, Sarah took me home. I ran around in my new clothes, haha. I did some talking in front of the mirror...just stuff I would say if I find myself in those situations one day. I am so crazy. Brian wanted me to come over and watch movies but I was expecting Jen to come over and drink but she never showed up, grr. Fell asleep on the sofa, lol.
Yesterday: Ugh, I was in pure hatred of my father...he was being such a dick. I got ready to go to this one-stop job hunt place and he was just being downright mean....he yelled at me for wearing open-toed shoes, saying it's not "professional" attire. WTF? Shows how much he pays attention--I wore open-toed shoes to my previous two interviews and got the job so obviously I'm fine. We got a little lost but I called them and we found it. Went in and started filling out some paperwork but I realized I did it online already. So I looked at some jobs I might be qualified for and some lady helped me print out referrals so I could apply...blah...it wasn't looking so great because they're all kinda far and they're full-time permanent positions. Gah. Came back home and talked to Jillian on the phone for a long time then ate lunch. She came and picked me up and what did we do? Get lunch and go to the mall. Haha. We had Subway..mmm. Okay, so I spent around $100 this time...geez. I am so in debt but I kinda don't care because I haven't been on a shopping spree for a long time.
I got a deep pink cami, a pink striped polo, a green striped polo, some Levi's jeans, a flirty ruffled short white skirt, sunglasses, white flipflops, and a heart necklace. I felt unbelievably good and happy! Jill and I had so much fun splurging. We came back to my house and ate fried rice...sooo yummy. Hadn't had that for awhile. Then we played Perfect Dark, haha. I haven't cursed that much in one activity in awhile, haha. Good times. After Jillian left, I tried on my clothes again. I bought a lot of preppy clothes, wow, haha. Talked to Rob online for a tad. I'm kind of mad at him and of course--he has no idea anything is wrong. Typical! Whatever, I was still enjoying my shopping high and I decided that I am going to be happy whilst I am livin' the single life, yes! Not that I was necessarily sad that I am not involved--more of a "meh" but yeah! Now I am gonna relish in my "me" time.