Right back in the water
This is so surreal. I'm sitting on the sofa at my cousin's house and I keep thinking about how two days ago I was on a plane coming back from Connecticut and in the time since I had surgery and now have three incisions in my belly. Life is so freaking weird.
My sister is coming to stay with me until Sunday, her plane gets in at 11 this morning. It's making me very nervous since my sister is a neat freak and I'm a slob and I left my apartment an absolute mess. It's causing me more anxiety than the pain or discomfort. I don't want to fight with her and I don't want to feel like I'm walking on eggshells but I get defensive because she's always been the perfect one. It pokes at some of my biggest issues and I'm kind of freaking out about it.
Hopefully I'm worrying about nothing and it'll actually be fine. I don't know though.
I obviously didn't get my finished Bandom Big Bang turned in but hopefully they'll let me post it anyway. As soon as it and my Chad/Jared big bang are done and posted I can start on my Kris/Adam rpf_big_bang. I have so much excitement over this. I have mainlined the entire season of AI (REPEATEDLY, Kris makes the most adorable faces I cannot help myself.)
Here I go to take my pain meds and get my shit together before my sister comes to pick me up. Ugh, I really am not looking forward to this.
My sister is coming to stay with me until Sunday, her plane gets in at 11 this morning. It's making me very nervous since my sister is a neat freak and I'm a slob and I left my apartment an absolute mess. It's causing me more anxiety than the pain or discomfort. I don't want to fight with her and I don't want to feel like I'm walking on eggshells but I get defensive because she's always been the perfect one. It pokes at some of my biggest issues and I'm kind of freaking out about it.
Hopefully I'm worrying about nothing and it'll actually be fine. I don't know though.
I obviously didn't get my finished Bandom Big Bang turned in but hopefully they'll let me post it anyway. As soon as it and my Chad/Jared big bang are done and posted I can start on my Kris/Adam rpf_big_bang. I have so much excitement over this. I have mainlined the entire season of AI (REPEATEDLY, Kris makes the most adorable faces I cannot help myself.)
Here I go to take my pain meds and get my shit together before my sister comes to pick me up. Ugh, I really am not looking forward to this.