why can't you just use my name jacinda? say this to my face? you have my number, talk to me, instead of your livejournal. why is it such a big fucking deal? this is stupid. since when am I still lying? I haven't lied about anything.
why don't you stop being so self-absorbed and thinking everything i say about me not liking straight edge is always about you. maybe it's in the direction of every elitist straight edge asshole that talks down on people for even smoking. i'm tired of straight edge. it's bullshit and no one cares whether you're straight edge or not. you being in the general, there. i don't understand why people have to be judged on the fact that they drink or don't drink or any of straight edge's 'rules'. i have straight edge friends. but they don't always talk about it or brag, or care that i'm not straight edge. it shouldn't have to matter. that's bullshit.
and i agree, i dont think anyones better than anyone else. no one has to be judged. people will be people, let them be. and it doesn't matter. what i've been writing about has been not at that, but the fact that you and mikey and whoever else are putting me into a label that i'm not. and then hating me for it.
i can understand though if you think i'm dumb or something because i smoked three times then stopped and reclaimed, whatever, that whole thing. but i'm just jeneca. and we're only human.
well, people are always going to be judged. that's how the world works. like no one can be completely open minded. i fuckin' hate when people say that. no one's completely open minded if they did, they'd just agree with everything all the time, right? yes. well, you've put most of us down for doing what we're doing. you got on me for smoking. you got on nikki. yes, i know nikki didn't do the most 'noble' thing by totally denouncing straight edge or whatever. but who cares? it was her choice and it shouldn't matter to anyone else. how are we putting you into a label that you're not? you're straight edge, are you not? that's the only thing we've really 'labeled' you as so i don't know what you mean there
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yeah, probably. and i wasn't entirely in the right state of mind either so i was fine. plus, i'll probably be going over to adam's more. oh shit, jenny puked in your purse? haha i didn't know that. i only knew about her puking in the litter box.
yeah, i'm over there every weekend. &i dont really know adam. oops. i was leaving in the morning and there was her puke all over the side i kicked her in the head and left. they also puked on my jacket. lol she was a mess.
well i wont sign on burketts name anymore, like he cares, he doesnt even get on here, but i still need to get off it. lol. you dont have anonymous comments and i dont have a journal anymore so i had to take actiong. kbyee.
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i can understand though if you think i'm dumb or something because i smoked three times then stopped and reclaimed, whatever, that whole thing. but i'm just jeneca. and we're only human.
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everything was great.
except when jenny puked inside my purse.
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oh shit, jenny puked in your purse? haha i didn't know that. i only knew about her puking in the litter box.
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i was leaving in the morning and there was her puke all over the side i kicked her in the head and left. they also puked on my jacket.
lol she was a mess.
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you dont have anonymous comments and i dont have a journal anymore so i had to take actiong. kbyee.
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